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简单

2012-01-30T02:14:00.000+08:00

我只想简简单单的过我的生活。

对于我在乎的，你说得，我就相信。不想去猜忌。

对于我不在乎，我信不信几乎都不重要。

那样的生活也可以很美好~ :)

至少，不要把世界复杂化~

Pity blog

2011-12-19T03:18:00.001+08:00

My pity corner had been ignored by me for such a long time...

I was suffocated for three subjects in this short sem....

Last paper coming.

Tonight is too emo...

Gonna sleep.

Good night.

月会圆，人会变。

2011-10-16T03:43:00.000+08:00

这个世界一直在改变。
可是我总是相信人之初，性本善。
有些人，表面虽然是什么都不在乎。
内心其实是不一样。
我很奇怪，当我认定你是这样的人。
我就会一直当你是。。。
比如说，有些人一开始对他没有好感。
到后来，通常都是不会有好感。
甚至有些避忌。
有些人，我认定了是好人。
到最后，我还是会觉得他是那样的人。

其实这个很不好。
毕竟有那么一次，我的判断明显的错误。

认定的东西，改变了。
是我一开始的错误判断，
还是真的变了？

我也开始对于自己认定感到怀疑。
可是，如此，自信也被磨去了。。。。。

脆弱的感情

2011-08-11T17:28:00.001+08:00

最近发生了某些事情

虽然我不是那件事情的当事人。

可是都让我觉得很伤心。

然而我以下所说的，并没有针对着谁。

只是我忽然有感而发。

我依然记得，曾经，我也把某段爱情当做玩泥沙那样伤害了他。

以为那就像sandcastle倒了可以build过。

当我越长越大了，我才发现当初的自己，是多么的愚蠢。

可是，的确也是他，带给我这个教训。

感谢。

我不敢说现在的我成熟，只是，我想说，我比从前长大了一点。

如果说一段感情，不论是友情或是爱情。

都可以那么轻易被放弃。

那感情真的太脆弱。

是人类不珍惜自己的所拥有的吗？？

人非圣贤孰能无过。。。。

只是，在做之前，要好好的想一想：

“我这得来不易的感情，是不是就要如此的瓦解。”

每段感情都来自缘分，都得来不易。

世上没有绝对，今日留一线，他日好相见。

谨记，不要被仇恨，愤怒，伤心和不好的情绪带领着你做了某些错事。

那只会伤害了自己之余，也伤害了身边的人。

[转载] 女人真正想要的是什么？

2011-08-10T14:01:00.001+08:00

那是在一次英语口语课上，我们的美国老师给大家留了一个家庭作业..
学习一篇文章并思考文章的问题，下一堂课将用英语进行讨论。
那只是老师为了我们练习说英语的一篇文章，但由此却引出了一些思考。
我把那篇文章翻译成中文，大概的意思是：

年轻的亚瑟国王被邻国抓获。
邻国的君主没有杀他，并承诺，
只要亚瑟可以回答一个非常难的问题，他就可以给亚瑟自由..

这个问题是：
女人真正想要的是什么？

这个问题连最有见识的人都困惑难解，何况年轻的亚瑟，
对於他这是一个无法回答的问题..
但总比死亡要好得多，亚瑟接受了国王的命题在一年的最后一天给他答案..

亚瑟回到自己的国家，
开始向每个人徵求答案：公主，妓女，牧师，智者，宫庭小丑。
他问了所有的人，但没有人可以给他一个满意的回答..
人们告诉他去请教一个老女巫，只有她才能知道答案。
但是他们警告他，女巫的收费非常高，因为她昂贵的收费在全国是出名的。

一年的最后一天到了，亚瑟别无选择，只好去找女巫。
女巫答应回答他的问题，但他必须首先接受她的交换条件：
和亚瑟王最高贵的圆桌武士之一，他最亲近的朋友加温结婚..

亚瑟王惊骇极了，看看女巫：驼背，丑陋不堪，
只有一个牙齿，身上发出臭水沟般难闻的气味，而且经常製造出猥褻的声音..
他从没有见过如此不合谐的怪物..

他拒绝了，
他不能强迫他的朋友娶这样的女人而让自己背付沉重的精神包袱..

加温知道这个消息后，对亚瑟说：
「我同意和女巫结婚，没有比拯救亚瑟的生命和保存圆桌更重要的事了。」
於是婚礼宣佈了。
女巫於是回答了亚瑟的问题：
「女人真正想要的是主宰自己的命运。」

每个人都立即知道了女巫说出了一个伟大的真理，亚瑟的生命被解救了。
於是邻国的君主放了亚瑟王并给了他永远的自由。

来看看加温和女巫的婚礼吧，这是怎样的婚礼呀！
亚瑟王在无法解脱的极度痛苦中哭泣..
加温一如既往的谦和，而女巫却在庆典上表现出她最坏的行为：
她用手抓东西吃，打嗝，放屁，让所有的人感到噁心，不舒服..

新婚的夜晚来临了：
加温依然坚强地面对可怕的夜晚，走进新房。
是怎样的景像在等待著他呀！

一个他从没见过的美丽的少女半躺在婚床上！
加温惊呆了，问她到底是怎么回事..
美女回答说，因为当她是个丑陋的女巫时加温对她非常的好，
於是她在一天的时间裡一半是她可怕的一面，另一半是她美少女的一面..

那么加温想要她在白天或夜晚是哪一面呢？
如果你是加温，会怎样选择呢？

第二天的口语课上，答案五花八门，归纳起来也就是两种：

一种选择白天是女巫，夜晚是美女，
理由是妻子是自己的，不必爱慕虚荣，苦乐自知就可以了；

一种选择白天是美女，因为可以得到别人羡慕的目光，
至於晚上，可以在外作乐，回到家裡，漆黑的屋子，美丑都无所谓了。
老师听了所有同学的答案，没有说什么，只是问我们是否想知道加温的回答。
大家说当然想..

老师说：

「加温没有做任何选择，只是对他的妻子说：
『既然女人最想要的是主宰自己的命运，那么就由你自己决定吧..』
於是女巫选择白天夜晚都是美丽的女人.. 」

所有的人都沉默了竟没有一个人作出加温的选择。
有时我们是不是很自私？
以自己的喜好去安排别人的生活，却没有想过人家是不是愿意..
而当你尊重别人，理解别人时，往往得到的更多..
如果我们多一些爱心，多一点关怀给人，
我们是不是也会得到更多的回报？

from : 女人真正想要的是什么？

当我看完这文章后，我发现，我们真的太自私了。
而且某些人甚至是对自己越爱的人越自私。
比方，父母对孩子，希望他们有所成就，自小就安排孩子的生活。
情侣，希望对方更爱自己，就希望他们改变。

在某些方面而言，爱的确是自私的。
这自私的爱不是不爱，而是太爱而忘了这理解与关怀的道理。

补充，女人真正想要的是什么： 女人真正想要的是主宰自己的命运。
我不懂是否所有女人都是这样，可是我希望我可以主宰自己的命运之时，不会过分的超越了界限，主宰了他人的命运。

未熟的果实

2011-08-09T21:37:00.000+08:00

一直以为自己已经到了某种程度的熟度。

可是刚刚发现原来自己也是个未熟的。

所需要学习的还有很多。

不喜欢这样的自己。

要多看点书来增进自己的思考。

心，遗失了某部分。

2011-08-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

刚刚发现，以前的部落格，再也找不回。

心好像不见了一部分的记忆。

我记忆一向不好。

那份不见了的回忆，再也寻找不回来。

或是是上天冥冥中希望我遗忘掉那段记忆。

那段有乐有苦的记忆。

就把一切埋葬，分化成生活的养分。

深夜

2011-05-11T02:38:00.000+08:00

还是忍不住的开了blog,要打出那么一篇blog来。
也不知道是怎么了，天气真的很热。
热就还顶的顺。
可是天气热热容易让人觉得眼睡。

最近因为final, 常常熬夜。
现在也是在熬着夜，
只不过写字写到很累，
想来blog敲一下键盘。

至少敲键盘比写轻松。

很累了。
熬夜的夜晚让人特别的想太多。

很多时候，你看到的和真正的其实真的很不一样。

待续吧。太眼睡了。。。

自尊心，好强。

2011-04-24T18:45:00.004+08:00

每个人都有自己死穴，
如果说你碰到了这个死穴，

对不起，

我不懂要多长的时间才可以恢复.

是我太天真,还是世界太复杂？

2011-04-16T20:18:00.001+08:00

如题。

你们都说我太天真，

我说你们太复杂。

究竟，那是谁的问题。

然而，我觉得。

我并不天真。

躲进世界的角落-- 几米

尽管这个世界破洞百出，但真的不用担心哦。

每个破洞都会找到一个补洞的人。

但是，如果我们轻易放弃我们应该做的，世界同样也会放弃我们！

最后，连角落都不给我们躲藏了！

世界别为我担心--几米

我從小就是個很會擔心的小孩。
消防車往家的方向奔去，我就擔心失火的是我家。
老師說考試有人不及格，我就擔心她說的一定是我。
朋友約會遲到，我就擔心他是不是出車禍了。
聽了鬼故事，就擔心惡鬼上身。
我擔心的事情真多，但發現真的值得擔心的事並不多。
倒是我沒擔過心的事，卻突如其來地讓人擔心不已。
人生到底該多擔心還是不必擔心，真是讓人很擔心

苦瓜

2011-04-12T16:12:00.001+08:00

共你乾杯再举箸突然间相看莞尔
盘中透著那味儿
大概今生有些事是提早都不可以
明白其妙处

就像你当日痛心她回绝一番美意
怎发现你从情劫亦能学懂开解与宽恕
也像我很纠结的公事此际回头看
原来并没有事

真想不到当初我们也讨厌吃苦瓜
今天竟吃得出那睿智愈来愈记挂
开始时捱一些苦栽种绝处的花
幸得艰辛的引路甜蜜不致太寡

青春的快餐只要求快不理哪一家
哪有玩味的空档来欣赏细致淡雅
到大悟大彻将虎咽的升华
等消化学沏茶
至共你觉得苦也不太差

下半生竟再开学入迷的终於醒觉
移走最后的死角
用痛苦烘托欢乐让余甘彰显险恶
如艺坛杰作

就像我一直听香夭从未沾湿眼角
仔细地看神坛里木纹什麼精巧也不觉
却在某萧瑟晚秋深夜忽尔明了了
而黄叶便碎落

真想不到当初我们也讨厌吃苦瓜
今天竟吃得出那睿智愈来愈记挂
开始时捱一些苦栽种绝处的花
幸得艰辛的引路甜蜜不致太寡

青春的快餐只要求快不理哪一家
哪有玩味的空档来欣赏细致淡雅
到大悟大彻将虎咽的升华等消化学沏茶
至共你觉得苦也不太差
做人没有苦涩可以吗

真想不到当初我们也讨厌吃苦瓜
当睇清世间所有定理又何用再怕
珍惜淡定的心境苦过后更加清
万般过去亦无味但有领会留下

今天先记得听过人说这叫半生瓜
那意味著它的美年轻不会洞察吗
到大悟大彻将一切都升华
这一秒坐拥晚霞
我共你觉得苦也不太差

或许看的事情，面对的事情还不够多。

到你喜欢吃苦瓜的时候，

可能你会发现，

这点苦算的了什么？

只是，

少年不识愁滋味，

为赋新词强说愁。

Recharge

2011-03-29T23:52:00.001+08:00

After a continuous week of unrest, i have been recharge for last two days, Saturday and Sunday!!!

After two midterms on Saturday, I hang out with meiling , puisee, simon and my dear.
We shopped, we ate, we watched and we talked.
watched the sucker punch, a inspire movie but deep to understand.

We had breakfast at ipoh on Sunday.
What a crazy plan huh ???
haha...at oldtown of ipoh had our dinner.
after that, we headed to jusco watch another movie, men suddenly in love.
what an early bird to theater yea.
shop at jusco for another while.
i m just totally in love with heels.
but i do not buy any one of it cause wanna save money.
after that also back to kampar and enjoy my sleeping times.

Anyway, i skipped a lot of class for this two weeks...
especially Tuesday class...
why it could be more suffer than Thursday geh ??

ok, i m going to say that, i had been recharged and find my motive to study ~!!
good news for my own izzit ??
haha....i love this way.
i wish i could keep it on.

Fight for final from now...

Remember, Recharge yourself when you are tired. :)

你选择了现实还是梦想?

2011-03-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

你选择了现实还是梦想??

现实的社会里更是迷惑了人们走向现实。

梦想，却永远留在我们的心理面。

谁人没有梦想？

可是太多人向现实低了头，向梦想离去。

好啦。太多太多的原因，让我们远离梦想。

原因通常都因为金钱，能力还有父母的反对。

当我在FB提出这么一个问题的时候，回答我的
都是要在现实中建立梦想。

那是多么美好的选择，祝福你们。

两年前，我选择了现实。
两年后的现在，我竟然问回我自己这个问题。

可能是这个学期真的很压力，
我想回这个问题。

选择现实
你很累的时候，或许你会觉得，
如果当初选的是梦想。
至少现在会辛苦到比较快乐。

是的，现在的我真的有点这样的想法。
选择了现实的我，我学习得没有快乐，没有不快乐。
只有压力。

只是每当你做了一个选择，
不管你选择了梦想还是现实。

你的路还是要继续走下去。

快乐与否，还是你自己的选择。

既然无法改变，没有勇气改变。

那就提起勇气接受与选择吧。

选择快乐与放松!!! :-)

我的梦想，在未来等我吧! ^^

*only the one who you treasure worth you to lay down your dignity*

IF 2012...

2011-03-12T00:52:00.001+08:00

Japan quake did impress me lot of things.

Due to recent happening things, once it reminds me of appreciate.

From my memory, somebody told me before,

- If 2012 is true, i feel that is good.

- If 2012 is true, i wanna stay with all my family and friends together at the moment

- 2012 is true de ?

- 2012 is what days ?

For me...I am now asking myself, Is it 2012 true ???

I do not know how true it is, yet, i know i got nothing can worry about it.

Once 2012 is confirm, i believe a lot of people will do something they nvr do in normal days.

anyway, recently stress, emo and sick bring me back to my own blog world.

why does only sadness bring me back to here ???

i wish that my blog is full with happiness actually.

I got no worry with the 2012.

it is useless to worry something future i think.

Let bygone be bygone..

the past thing, we cant worry cause we no longer can change it...

For now,

Praying for the victims....

Let bygone be bygone...

Appreciation and Determination are needed...

Fast recovering is require...

Let bygone be bygone.

yet, 2012 no matter true or not...
i m the 1 who stand with the second statement,
i wish i could with all my love 1...:)

累了，笑吧。

2011-03-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

我知道，与其抱怨，我更需要放松。
只是，我好累。

只是y1s3。。为什么就已经那么累。
经常发脾气。
经常不开心。
经常emo。
同时还是要回到那个原本的生活。
那个assignment, midterm and final 的生活。

当面对着这一切得时候，
我只能告诉自己，
一切都会过去。
笑吧，一切会好起来的。

重来--黄小琥

2011-02-12T02:13:00.000+08:00

有那么一件事情...
它一直被我收在心理面...
我为那件事情而伤心....哭泣....
大家都说我应该遥望未来....
好的...我想着未来...
也为这件事情没那么不开心....
但有时候我放纵自己去想想那个过去...
犯贱的让自己伤心...
犯贱的让自己失眠....

如果那件事情可以重来...
我还是会做如此的决定吗？
如果那件事情可以重来...
我现在会不一样去吗？
可是...她唱得很对...

重来却不能保证我们之间的成功还是失败....

我会想念你们,你们呢？

Happy new year...Welcome 2011...

2011-01-01T16:19:00.000+08:00

viewing back to my 2010...
there are lot of things happened...
something complicated, something simple, something memorable, somthing appreciateable...

My birthday at Jan
A new year and Valentine at Feb
standing at a divided road to choose what course to go for at March
end my foundation life at April...
start my degree life at May...
Setting aim for my degree at June...
feeling stress cuz that degree not that simple as i think at July...
ever first anniversary at August...
ever first degree exam at September...
journey trip with the love 1 and friends at October
short sem started and lazy is approached to me at November
Exam, Celebration for x'mas and new year at December

Here comes to the New year...January again...
perhaps lotsa person do not really nid a celebration of new year...
yet i feel that...without celebration...
at least we hav to recall back sumthing we done at 2010...

Lets bring along the nice and good memery along to our 2011
keep it in the deep side of our heart...

while those sad thing just leave them at 2010...
do not just think back those bad things and sad for it..
it is worthless and no use to cry over the splitting milk...

on the other hand, we should learn from those mistake we did last time..
and just do not make it repeat...

*we should look into future but not think back to last time*
I am always said so to remind myself...
i will still cry when i m think back n-years ago things..
Yeasterday i was asking yeethin something about last time relationship..
she was told me...she did cry for it last time..but now is lesser...
i wish...i can learn from her..
Lets be tough...=)

wishing upon the shooting star...

everyone must be stay happy, pretty, handsome, healthy and be prosperous
everyone can get what they desire and be satisfy with what they hav always
happiness is not necessarily...be appreciate
love and care abt your family, partner, friend, society and environment
lastly...lets make our year always better than last year ~!!!

The three who reply me I LOVE U yesterday...
My ever BFF... love u too ~!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Recent update

2010-12-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

erm...what should i tell...
what i always do is just telling that i m lazy...
now i still that lazy...
fine...my final is just around the corner nia...
let me tell u what had i done on this few days...

thursday-- steamboat and movie with my gang...puisee and her boy friend....meiling and damon...of cuz my boy boy included....spend whole nite at ipoh...it is tired on that day...but it is enjoyable..this is our ever first outing .=)

*so sorry for the blurness...cuz of my lousy phone...=(...nid a new...any sponsor around here??? hehes*

friday-- staying kampar for 1 more nite...lol...i m just watching movie for whole nite with thin thin....omg...we both totally crazy...just keep on watching..time was wasted...

saturday-- still same...watching the 囧探 and 义海豪情...and 初恋那点小事..初恋那点小事 is a Thai movie...my friend was post the trailer at fb...and i just go to watch...walaueh....really quite nice de lor...
but i also scolded by my mummy...she said...exam just near the corner...why still keep on movie but not study ??? o.O...i m sorry mummy...i really do not hav the mood to study lor........

today...sunday-- hang out with my housemates gang....ball ball, feng and icecream, thin and wen guang, our main character wyne...we had birthday celebration at kbox with wyne...for a long time alrd...she seem not so happy...we all wishes her stay happy forever...everything will be fine..=)
huh....an enjoyable day as well....but quite dizzy...mayb is becuz of the parade parking design...=(
nite at home just watch the tvb ceremony...义海豪情 do get alot of honours...

huh....back to my exam...
i had take 4 subjects for my short sem...
2 lan subject, 1 coco, 1 carry CGPA...
of cuz it is a very very busy short sem...
but everything is fine now...
my final....i just hav to exam for 3 subject which just 1 bring CGPA...
it will be more relax for...
i promised myself to start study from tomolo...
wish i can do so lor....
4 days for moral, 3 days for p. malaysia, 8-9days for business finance...
oh yes...i m telling myself still got plenty of time...
oh no....i m just try to "avoid" myself from studying....
nonono....must study from tomolo...

urhm....i wan to take MUET...but i know my english base not good...
any tuition or ways to introduce please ???
welcome to leave a comment or dropping at my chat box...
Good nite peeps...=)

When my lazy trait......

2010-11-10T17:55:00.007+08:00

hey hey...it had been long time do not update my blog alrd ~!!!
I had start my short sem...
now alrd is the middle of the sem...
after 4 weeks...i will said...
i m going to sem break soon....

erm...what to say about my short sem ??
A simple word... busy...
==
somebody said...the busy person is the person with a lot of time...
yea...if do not have the time...
whr got time for me to busy ??
lol...
actually this busy sem...
i had attend a lot of activity...
just roughly bring tru it...
i had attend Halloween night....
i had be a helper for chinese cultural week...
i had celebrate yee thin's birthday with her at ipoh...
i had to rush my assignment and mid term...

wawa,,,,such many thing...
yet my lazy trait still growing and my assignment still waiting...
fortunately now i m still living...
lol...

to-do-list...
~~1. P.moral assignment gonna pass up on this fri...almost finish...~~
~~2. P.malaysia assignment gonna pass up on next tues....i done my part...but arrangement...still havent settle...~~=(
~~3. emotional intelligence quiz...~~
~~4. emotional intelligence assignment and presentation...~~
~~5. business finance assignment gonna pass up next week dunno which day...~~
~~6. business finance mid-term~~
~~7. moral mid-term~~
~~8. next next week p.moral kempen~~
~~9. p.malaysia mid term 2~~
10. preparing for final...
11. final
12. SEMBREAK~!!!

LOL....=)

Dedicate to my Besties

2010-10-17T13:18:00.002+08:00

Urhm...will u wonder who is my besties ???
lol...if u think u r...den u r...=)

just a sudden...
i feel like wanna write a post for all my besties...

Thx for appearing in my life...
u all are lovely, caring. understanding, sharing, forgiving, accepting, more and more...
I do not know how can I live without u all...

U all accompany me to go tru my worst time...
having joyful moment together..
sharing happiness and hardship with each other...
go entertainment together...
travel together...
and much more that i unable use my word to state out...

what all i wanna say...
i love u all...
who are precious, lovely, and appreciate...

i do not know how long our friendship can go..
i dont even know is thr any forever things...
yet...
i wish our friendship can go as long as possible...

Perhaps...we become best friend before..
yet now not that best alrd..
i will still remember the day we are still that good...
i will still think back what we had before...
i will still appreciate the friendship among us...
because...it is one of my precious memory as well...

Besties...
no matter what happen..
i m always here be with u all...

Cheer all the times... =)

When is ur most happy time ??
for me...
*when u r satisfy or beyond satisfy*
=)

Sem Break 2 (Degree Year 1 sem 1)

2010-10-16T14:56:00.004+08:00

woohoo....being lazy for some time...i m here to update my blog again...

29 Sep 2010
we are still at kl...
yea...wake up early and went times square shopping...
well...shop with gurls really just enjoy a lot...
nothing much to say about our shopping things...
yet...i just bought 2 shirt and 1 umbrella at times square...
after times square...our next destination is 1 Utama...
urhm...frankly...1 Utama not really suit me to shop...
cuz the things are just too high class...
while...nvm...i m still manage to buy a shoe...happy lor...very satisfy with my shoe...
my lovely shoe and umbrella...love it...=)

hehe..having our lunch at Barbecue plaza...

recommended b.b.q plaza...got student discount..a good try...=)

before back to kampar...share a starbuck mocha blended with karhou..

taste not bad...compare to chocolate...

i love mocha wor...xD

30 Sep

lol....me, karhou, pyee, sew feng and icecream...

go to ipoh from kampar...

just to eat the 大树脚炸料.

actually this is famous at ipoh...

after that fetch all of them back home...

nothing much to say about this day..

just quite tired...

cuz i do not sleep well at kampar without my 被被...

2 Oct

having bbq at chin ying house...

rarely having night outing...

yet...parents is saying nothing..

so i m just enjoy it..

karhou stated that night...:

Had a pleasant journey.It's not about the destination,Not about the transportation,Not about the distance and Not about the period of time. It's all about YOU ♥

4 Oct

a sudden dating with karhou...

actually we do not plan to go out on this day..

yet...i just got the feeling wanna hang out and movie...

so...we just out unplanned...

urhm...this bring me an experience...

planning just really quite important lar....=(

cuz lack of planning...

both of us unhappy cause of misunderstand...

well...we just forget it soon..

having lunch at 士林小吃...

mayb the fried chicken just too spicy..

i really cant adapt it...

but if u like spicy a lot...

i think the fried chicken will be quite nice to u..=)

another food is oh a 面线 (erm...sorry for my poor pinyin...dunno how to write that two word..==''')

it look special..
taste...unable to decribe...
rating: 3 star out of 5...
watching detective dee...quite awesome...enjoy a lot...

nite time..my bro sudden said wanna go to watch movie...
ok...went ipoh jusco..watched legend of fist: the return of chen zhen..
no much comment on it... but i m enjoy watching 2 movies in 1 day...:)
oh ya...forget 1 things...my collection
cost: rm100...consider as cheap ler...=)
thx my gor gor help me bought it at kl...

7 Oct
九王爷诞就来要到来...
又是吃乌龟包的时候...
今天起床的时候...特别想吃...
结果桌子上没有...让人感到很失望...
however...after half hour..my god sister...
give me a turtle pau...wow...having a hot turtle pau as my breakfast..
it just full with bliss for the begin of the day
batu gajah geh turtle pau might not with a standard look...
yet...the taste..is ichiban than other places...=)

this little cute 1..is made my mummy...
it foot just round round...very very cute..

8 Oct
i went to the temple to buy the pau..
wao...it is not easy to get the pau lar..
i had line up for half hour..
and the another half hour is my god sister line up..
den we only manage to get the pau...

hanging out again...
this time...karhou and me...went strawberry moment and ebox...

i forget the name of the drink..
but i just can say...taste so so...
look nice...surround nice...=)

ok...after today..i only knew that...
two person sing 4 hours...
it is just quite tiring things...
omg...it is true..
we unable fully utilize the time..==

9 Oct
Saturday lor...
hanging out
up: me, yee thin, sew feng
down: pyee, chin ying and yin jye...
Place : sungai klah hot spring (sungkai there)

we depart at 8...frankly...holiday for so many days alrd..
today is the day woke earliest...omg....extremely early jek..
went kampar fetch chin ying and we having our breakfast at kampar pasar...
let me make a conclusion for kampar pasar..
the food at nite is much more tasty...=)

after 1 and the half hour...finally we reached thr...
having our time in the water....
actually that day i m just not that suitable to play water..
however...i m just dont care about it...
wish my body wont punish me...=)

gurls...before we went into water...=)

after playing in the cold water pool...

do not took any photo while we are playing at the hot spring...
the hot spring pool is much more cleaner than the cold water pool...
after hotspring...yea...of cuz is time to eat boiled eggs...

the eggs peeling by sew feng...

ok...after our dining...we chit chat thr and went into the pool and enjoy ourselve...
actually yeethin, pyee, chin ying and me plan to do something...
somehow...we just fail our mission...=)
thin, feng and jye....went up and bath first..
follow by me, pyee and chin ying...
three of us stay in the pool for a longer time...
and when we back home...we deserved the black and white different...==
this is chin ying back...mine + and - same as her jek...

Self loving at there...=)

ok...after our sungkai hot spring...
we went to 品珍酒楼
not so recommend jek...cuz not really nice...=(

bought chicken biscuit from the shop...
the chicken biscuit really not bad...xD

sungkai trip ended...
let me continue my holiday at the next blog...
stay tuned...=)

Sem Break (Degree Year 1 sem 1)

2010-10-05T23:56:00.001+08:00

21 of Sep
Yuhoo...finally my final exam ended with the FIM papers...
back hostel with great feel...(although the paper i not really do that good)
having dinner with Karhou and Terrance at Vegas...
after that pool with Karhou, Terrance and Sherilyn at Max Break...
Stay there until 12 something back to hostel...
Watched 公主嫁到...lolzx..
while still in exam period...i m actually still watching non stop ~!!!
OMG~!!!
hehehes...btw...have to thank my dear for stay at kampar accompany me...
actually he had finished his exam at 18 Sep....*appreciate*

22 of Sep
hanging out with my dear at ipoh~!!
hehes...i was stay at Kampar for 3 weeks...
the ever 1st time stay that long at kampar...
finally i leave the dead town with my beloved...
Watched Old cow vs Tenant Grass...
A Singapore movie...
Meet victor and yiwen while shopping at Parade...
Photo of the day...:)

Went to suit yee's house after sent my dear back...
have some chit chat with her...
and at last went back my home sweet home...
tonight is mid-autumn festive...
my family and i went to my relative house to celebrate mid-autumn...
i am not the type of person who really like festival...
but sometimes gather feel not bad...=)

23 and 24 of Sep
stay at home whole days...
Wrapping books (my bro ask me to do so...:( )
Reading books (hehe...sometime when thr are moods...i do like to read book...)
Watching movies (woohoo...what i used to do in sembreak..xD)
Browsing internet (Facebook, blogging, stalking...ngek ngek..)
Spamming comment
Mousehunt-ing
of course ~!!!
PASAR MALAM-ing~!!!
those who really close with me...
you know that....i DEFINITELY is a pasar malan kaki...
first time went to first garden pasar malam...
There is a rain before we went there...
Fortunately...still got lot of stall is opening (but bro say consider not much ler...)
hehe...enjoyable...
Ps: coincidentally meet Sir Sel and Mrs Sasikala...=)

25 of Sep
huh...my room...finally tidy by me...
LOLZX...
it really too messy...
take determination and clean in..
done all this within 2 hours...
hehe...feel great with a tidy room..
however...i havent clean up my cupboard..
the CLOTH cupboard...
omg...i told myself have to find another day to settle this problem...
==

26 of Sep
life almost same as 24 Sep..
but this day i just watched Resident Evil...
it is nice and awesome...(i meant the 1st and 2nd episode nia )
night...back to kampar...cause me, feng, ball ball and dear depart to Genting at Kampar...
first plan to play candle at night time..
but feng feel too uncomfortable...so...our plan just gone like that...
having supper with karhou, ball ball and wyne ying at lok lok thr...hehe
i love it~!!! (love lok lok...hehes)

27 of Sep
Genting: raining in the noon time...so...we just bought indoor ticket...
play at indoor... still consider quite enjoyable...
oh ya..
i m go with : karhou, pooi yee, sew feng, yee thin, wen guang, junwei, sauyin, huishi, elaine, carmen, yuwen, cherrie and crystal...

having a Vietnam dinner...u know...it is really delicious and special...
Recommended :

a special Vietnam coffee...it is special...but...not my taste...just shared..=)

another 1 is coconut icecream...shared with my dear...=)

bought a wood made comb...with my name on it...
the uncle who curve the name for us... telling each of us characteristic by our name...
walaueh...me, thin, feng and pyee geh name...also very accurate...
the uncle said me...i m a stubborn person...
wao...strike.. although i always say i m persist not stubborn...=)
btw...watched resident evil 4 with junwei and sewfeng...\
pyee, karhou, yee thin and wen guang watched legend of fist: the return of chen zhen...
i m almost fall asleep yet still get shock by the movie...(ish...i m shout in the cinema...=X)

28 of Sep
i m the most earliest woke person huh...
SWT...they all still sleep like a pig...
mayb i m feel not so comfortable with the bed actually...
thought the room is included the breakfast...
urhm...since all of them havent wake...
i just go down and ask...
huh...our room is not included the breakfast...=(
nvm...we just had our breakfast at KFC...
lolzx....not as expected expensive...=)
went outdoor...gang with sew feng, pooi yee, yee thin, wen guang and karhou...
let me state every station we play...with lot of funny...adventure...mad thing

1)flying dragon: urhm...yee thin said....ei ei....we shout at here...lolzx...

2)bumper boat: tot wanna let karhou be the 1 who cant come back from the lake...who know...he mastered it and play it well...having great fun at here...since we are MAD...=)

3)pirate train: i m not sure izzit name as pirate train actually..== hehes...whatever... lolzx...got a pair of married couple...they are sit on the train alrd...and ask us...izzit this is the slow train...LOLZ...DEFINITELY not...and they rush down before the train start...huh..

4) sungai rejang flume ride: izzit this name as well ?? i m not as well...this game will make u WET..yup...becuz of this reason...pyee and sfeng do not play this game...lolzx....i m same boat with my dear of cuz...huh....im scarer when the boat goes up rather than goes down...omg...we are wet badly...even the shoes also...

5) pirate ship: urhm..nvr ask me play this again pls ~!! lolzx...when i m seating...sfeng said...puts ur hands up...i putted...and my hand terkena a guy sit behind me...so paiseh...ok...this nvm...when playing...me, karhou and sewfeng...really not suit play this er....we are fainted lar wei...=(

6) bumper boat: yup...bumper boat again...haha...we are addicted on "hitting" each other...most funny is karhou try to hit pyee and make her wet...however...my dear get wet by his own...LOLZX...pyee clapping and laugh there...SWT...

am i missed any station game ??lolzx...not really remember ler...=)

after that...KL times...
dinner at t-bowl restaurant...

hehe...yup...it is the famous SHIT restaurant...
recommended : chessy chicken chop rice and the 镇店之宝...=)
no photo can show...next time go to try by urself~~!!! =)
TBC next time...=)

Late Night...

2010-09-26T03:29:00.003+08:00

Seem like it is long time ago that i updated my blog...

yea...it is late night now..

i m used to these late night life...

by just watching movie, SDO, online and listening music..

i watched a movie just now..

Resident Evil 1... walaueh...i dare not continue watch it...

dun even know why...since i always feel that thats only movie...

should be nothing to fear...

just now sms with kin seng...

have a nice talk...let me recall something..

yea... that the reason y i m blogging here...

i have to thank you someone...

the one who had hurt me so bad, but taught me a lot...

thank you for hurt me... i learnt to live with more dignity...

thank you for hurt me....i learnt to appreciate the one who beside me more...

thank you for hurt me....i learnt to be more clear about people like you who always do not give the true heart..

thank you for hurt me....i learnt to be more caring, more lovely...

thank you...

yea...i m holiday now...

i m "nourish" myself with books, internet, movies, games and travel of course...

hehe...going to Genting soon...

with my dearly friend and dearly dear...

waiting for it...the coming Monday...

happy holiday to those who holiday now...=)

Finals...

2010-09-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

yea...final exam now...
huh...3 subject down...
another 2 to go on friday and tuesday...
3 subject ??
management principle, Financial accounting framework and quantitative technique...
i think..besides... QT...the others two...wont be good as well..
but...QT not good as i expect as well...
wish everything will be good for the coming 2 subject...
and holiday will just around the corner...
=)

My Hari Raya at Kampar...

2010-09-11T11:13:00.000+08:00

i cant remember how many days i stay at Kampar alrd...
yet...today is the day which i feel most beh song geh 1 day...
just fetch karhou go railway...
buy breakfast...wan what no what...
those car are very rude the road...
people are not willing to help each other even they are housemate..(i does not means mine..but others..)
huh...studying those nvr can finish geh subject..
i feel like i staying at a dead town....
i feel sad..
i feel stress...
i feel wanna escape....
back to my home sweet home...

叮当--猜不透

2010-09-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

猜不透　

你最近時好時壞　的沈默

我也不想去追問　太多

讓試探為彼此的心　上　了鎖

猜不透　相處會比分開還寂寞

兩個人都只是得過　且過

無法感受每次觸摸　是真的　是熱的

如果　忽遠忽近的灑脫　是你要的自由

那我　寧願回到一個人生活

如果　忽冷忽熱的溫柔　是你的藉口

那我　寧願對你從沒　認真過

猜不透　相處會比分開還寂寞

兩個人都只是得過　且過

無法感受每次觸摸　是真的　是熱的

如果　忽遠忽近的灑脫　是你要的自由

那我　寧願回到一個人生活

如果　忽冷忽熱的溫柔　是你的藉口

那我　寧願對你從沒　認真過

如果　忽遠忽近的灑脫　是你要的自由

那我　寧願回到一個人生活

如果　忽冷忽熱的溫柔　是你的藉口

那我　寧願對你從沒　認真過

到底　這感覺誰對誰錯　

我已不想追究越是在乎的人越是　猜不透

执迷不悔

2010-09-09T21:21:00.001+08:00

这一次我执着面对任性地沉醉
我并不在乎这是错还是对
就算是深陷我不顾一切
就算是执迷我也执迷不悔
别说我应该放弃应该睁开眼
我用我的心去看~去感觉
你并不是我又怎能了解
就算是执迷~就让我执迷不悔
我不是你们想得如此完美
我承认有时也会辨不清真伪
并非我不愿意走出迷堆
只是这一次
这次是自己而不是谁

要我用谁的心去体会
真真切切的感受周围
就算痛苦就算是泪
也是属於我的伤悲

我还能用谁的心去体会
真真切切地感受周围
就算疲倦就算是累
只能执迷~而不悔

别说我应该放弃应该睁开眼
我用我的心去看~去感觉
你并不是我又怎能了解
就算是执迷~就让我执迷不悔

我不是你们想得如此完美
我承认有时也会辨不清真伪
并非我不愿意走出迷堆
只是这一次
这次是自己而不是谁

要我用谁的心去体会
真真切切的感受周围
就算痛苦就算是泪
也是属於我的伤悲

我还能用谁的心去体会
真真切切地感受周围
就算疲倦就算是累
只能执迷~而不悔

要我用谁的心去体会
真真切切的感受周围
就算痛苦就算是泪
也是属於我的伤悲

我还能用谁的心去体会
真真切切地感受周围
就算疲倦就算是累
只能执迷~而不悔

They say, I say...

2010-09-08T12:48:00.004+08:00

Bro say...dun facebook anymore...go face book...and ganbateh...

Kar Hou say...faster wake up....dun sleep anymore...and dun hungry dou...

Jun Wei say...dun drama and movie anymore...study hard and jy...

Wyne say... i will provide u all a comfortable study condition be4 i leave...

Christy say...if you got anything dunno in FAF can ask me...

Terrance say...u still can ask me in Econ be4 the exam...

I say...Thank you to u all...I m trying my best to achieve my goal...

*appreciate*....=)

聊天--郭静

2010-09-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

郭静--聊天


这是第几天 这一座城市每天在下雪
彷佛在嘲笑我 现在的心很冬天
这是第几遍 你口中的快乐要我成全
你没点头说抱歉 我却回首说再见
最后 我们聊着天
我们约在当年 你表白的咖啡店
真的 可惜了昨天 当时拍的好多照片
一天 累积成一年
我们爱的熟练 现在都变成纪念
若有 机会再聊天 我的心会藏很远


这是第几天 这一座城市每天在下雪
彷佛在嘲笑我 现在的心很冬天
这是第几遍 你口中的快乐要我成全
你没点头说抱歉 我却回首说再见
最后 我们聊着天
我们约在当年 你表白的咖啡店
真的 可惜了昨天 当时拍的好多照片
一天 累积成一年
我们爱的熟练 现在都变成纪念
若有 机会再聊天 我的心会藏很远
最后 我们聊着天
我们约在当年 你表白的咖啡店
真的 可惜了昨天 当时拍的好多照片
一天 累积成一年
我们爱的熟练 现在都变成纪念
若有 机会再聊天 我的心会藏很远
朋友 简单的聊天 希望会有那一天

思念•知足

2010-08-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

散步后...让我想写blog的感觉变强烈去...

走在路上, 享受着那种迎面而吹的风...

走在路上, 仔细的注意身边的一切....

走在路上, 总是让人感到放松....

家豪生病了...
stomach infected by bacteria...
omg...做么会这样的???
好让人担心...
而且也好想念他...
这个路上...我依然需要你的陪伴...

人所需要的东西不需要太多...
只要足够就好了...
不需要太执着于自己得到了多少...
是否比别人少...
没有那个必要去和别人相比...
得到了你所想要的...
那就知足吧...
当然...并没有说要停止的增进...
而是过去了的...
也不要执着下去...

还有好多东西想写...
可是再也想不到如何去形容...
待续.....

I swear....

2010-08-18T11:45:00.000+08:00

- to be hardworking
- to be independent

sEcRet

几多温柔葬深海几多心血难覆再

2010-08-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

唯爱人间--卫兰

走过来梦掲开醒过来别意外
为何为暖了汽水发呆
一个人在拓腮自怜自艾万个不该
这世代并没太多慷慨
伤口擦亮谁没挂着动人迷彩
双膝抱地亦要比赛

几多温柔葬深海几多心血难覆再
没有天赐爱但仍信爱地塌天崩不悔改
忘记信望平服障碍天窗总会为你开
多少死去再活来痛爱让渺小肩膀负载

哭穿了便节哀心开了便没挂外
无用为泼去冷水感慨
清醒了像脱胎反正并未遇上天灾
不要任眷顾这种不慨
伤口擦亮谁没挂着动人迷彩
双膝抱地亦要比赛

几多温柔葬深海几多心血难覆再
没有天赐爱但仍信爱地塌天崩不悔改
忘记信望平服障碍天窗总会为你开
多少死去再活来痛爱让渺小肩膀负载
让自己当主角的总有天翻开
期待这平淡小说谁亦入进内一定爱

几多温柔葬深海几多心血难覆再
没有天赐爱但仍信爱路亦给积雪掩盖
愉快幸福等在门外天窗总会为你开
多少死去再活来痛爱让渺小肩膀负载
没有风霜那是爱

Insomnia

2010-08-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

1.50am...is that still early???

last time yes...but now nope..

i m changed to sleep early for a week...

i was forced myself to sleep just now...

but...i m roll and roll and roll on the bed...

and at last...i m here to blog...

i don't even know why i m insomnia..

last few day at hometown...

i also cant have a sweet dream...

what is the problem actually make me like that...

dunno....

feel very uncomfortable...

feel that life is short and it might end at any time..

Saturday noon recall some childhood things..

nothing much to describe but rather do not recall any...

tomorrow going have a 8 oclock class..

everything will go though in a best way...

Again...

2010-08-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

Again...i m online and blogging at campus library again...
it is too much thing to expressed...
yet...i cant find the way beside of ***....
i wish i can be strong for everytime i ***...
i dislike the weak lavander...
i know it doesn't make thing change...
so what for make myself a weak lavander...

努力的伪装也只是想努力的告诉自己...

要加油的变坚强...

笑问自己...这样不辛苦么？？

自己笑着的回答:很辛苦...

原来...到最后才发现...

我是那么的不堪一击...

那么的不善于伪装坚强...

Expectation vs disappointment...

2010-07-31T15:33:00.000+08:00

lotsa people say that high expectation bring high disappointment...

i do always believe in this also..

yet...i m fail in having expectation...

when disappointment occur...hurt come over me...

the last time i had this feeling is a long time ago...

this time...i get hurt for high expectation but high disappointment...

anyway...i found my way to cure this...

so...i'm okay now...

while i m driving back from McD....

i do made a promise and decision for myself...

Instead of sad for past event..

We must have to put effort on future opportunity..

huh....its right....it's no use crying over split milk...

Fate

2010-07-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

huey: Do you believe in fate ??
hou: why you sudden say like that??
huey: Dunno...just sudden think about that...i think maybe sometime we really have to believe in fate...
hou: as i remember...u not believe in fate...as everytime u say fate depends on ourself...
huey: yes...i do say this before...yet...something always depends on fate...when the destiny is ended...not to say ended...but reached certain level...we really cant make any changes anymore...

FATE....it really depends...

Degree life ...

2010-07-25T13:17:00.002+08:00

Nothing special but all about what i pass trough for this few week...
already exam every Saturday for 3 weeks..
mood also getting worse...
and i found out that...
for my exam result...
no matter how many marks u get...
when u satisfy it den it will bring u happiness...
why i said so ??
maybe this time my result not really good...
yet i know that how much effort i had put on it..
so...i deserve what i had done...
nothing to sad since the god already give what i want for this time...

there is 5 subject in my degree y1s1...

Management Principle-- huh...all thing have to memorize...have to understand the concept..it is easy to understand and memorize...but... it is too much to memorize...i get a b- for my foundation when study m.study.. wish this time not bad than that...

Microeconomic-- the situation almost same as management principle...but...this 1 got a lot of graph to draw... my drawing sucks... when drawing the indifferent curve already take me few minutes for 1 curve...just a curve...=(

Financial Accounting Framework-- so far still understand what the lecture and tutor say...more to practice make perfect...but for framework...the first two chapters are lot of principle to remember... practice is follow the law... get a B- too when my foundation...but since foundation have base already...i m not that worry about this already...

Quantity Techniques-- yuppie... no doubt...this is my favorite... why said so ?? all about mathematic...but this quantity technique have to study some theory as well...funny hor ?? math + theory... yet...this is the subject which i wish i can score... try to make it the best...=)

Financial Information of Management-- erm...it is COST ACCOUNTING ~!!!! i am still die on the overhead...yesterday just exam...and overhead question still annoy me... but i love standard costing a lot...it nice to study...instead of die on it...i think...if work hard on it...i will like it ~!! cause it much more go to the math.. =)

another 4 exam in two weeks time... and presentation on coming Tuesday...
after that...i have to study hard for my final...another 1 and the half months to go ~!!!
Kampar going have McD soon...woohoo...cant wait for it anymore le...
by the way....
♥I am waiting for Wednesday...♥

A corner...

2010-07-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

At campus library now...
i wish there is a corner available...
a place...whr juz let me alone...
a corner let me hide myself...
it will be better if i can escape from my current life...
mayb juz a while..
let me recharge myself...

lost myself...
dunno who am i now...

how do you feel....

2010-07-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

how do you feel....
there is something you wait for a long time...
finally it come...
yet...you cant go for it...

RandomZx....

2010-07-13T23:44:00.001+08:00

No matter how close a couple are..
in the world of love...

there will be some secret...

the secret just only share by ownself...

or with the one who we so called them as heng dai or ji mui...

and this secret...we normally do not share it with our soulmate...

NORMALLY...the more we love the person...the more we cannot understand him/her situation...

such as our parent..our beloved...

do u try before being angry with them and feel that they should not treat u like that ??

cause u feel that is a "of course" for being treated good...

and you cannot accept any forbearance by you...

Emulative, quarrel, noob

2010-07-10T16:58:00.001+08:00

Emulative might help someone...
but it might also make someone fall into a dilemma....
it is good or bad...
it just depend on how u treat this emulative...

Do you ever try before??
u love someone but u would always quarrel with him or her ??
Maybe u already control yourself hardly...
yet...quarrel still happened...cold war still continued...
just cause of both of u also in a moody mood...
the sad feeling might shadowed you for a time...
until you feel tired then you will just try to forget what had happened before...
and then be good with him/her again...
sometime...just due to the problem-- so-called face problem...
we don't want to yield the palm to each other....
this might harm the relationship...
when you do not try to forgive that person...
maybe you are the one who suffer from the consequences but not him/her...

Noob...a word that always listen from surround..
sometime i do not deny that...
i am really a noobie..
always blur about things around me...

instead of being a clever person...
is'it a noob person have the chances to do wrong thing...
but this is not an excuse for a noob person to do wrong thing...
but if you say someone noob...
then please accept that she or he is noob...
do not BLAME that he/she do wrong thing...
cause this is what u make him/her be a noob person~!!!!

心乱如麻

2010-07-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

心乱了...

乱到让人无法入眠..

你怎么了...

令人担心...

看完+人在囧途+

如果可以..为何不给别人一个机会...

LOW determination

2010-07-02T22:37:00.001+08:00

recently found out that i hav a low determination...
almost exam lu...
still play this play that...
how i m gonna change this bad habit??
working hard is nt easy for a lazy gurl like me...
so...find a target and promise a MUST to myself...
WATCH and EMULATIVE--my motivation...

晴天

2010-07-01T18:07:00.003+08:00

最近粉爱睡的...也睡得很lam...

极度的难得...今天睡到11点多...

晴天...心情也开朗..

做了每天早上必做的事情...

肚子饿了...就出去买东西吃...

想吃新荣记的鸡饭...没开...

想吃无招牌的板面...还没开...

最后走到去杞子当归...

买了个药材鸭来吃..

只是走了很远一下...

这个是我今天的另一个收获...

以前在家...星期一到星期日...

爸爸妈妈总会在其中一天买些糕点回来吃...

而我呢...总是都不爱吃...

现在只有星期六，星期日和星期一逗留在家..

很少机会可以吃到...也超想念那个圆圆的糕点...

现在回想起...原来当一个人远离家后...

他以前不大喜欢吃的....

总会有想念那样食物的感觉...

我去买的时候...

很想吃花生馅...可是没有...

结果买了红豆的...

味道也不差o~!!!

一头凌乱的头发皆因我今天懒惰弄好好头发就出去买东西吃了...

走路...脚车...摩多...汽车...

我总是喜欢走路...

那一种走路，头顶顶着一个太阳却不流汗的感觉...

真的很爽...

与其说走路...更贴切的说应该是散步...

那种不匆忙的走...

享受人生之余还真的让人心情愉快也...

这一个晴天...散步也带给我另一中风味...

相比于今天我去上课的时候的...

走路去class的时候...

那种心情真的差太远了...

有时候也真的觉得去上个课都感到辛苦也..

可悲啊...那种赶着去上课的感觉...
真很不好哦....

上完课后...去了拿新的id...

上面那张是新的...下面的是旧的...

把它们放在一起比较...

恍然发现原来真的很不一样...

朋友还笑说我以前像个男人婆...

短头发那张拍到我好黑...

新的感觉良好的多了...

满意这一张要用三年的id ~!!!

原本此时此刻是去做yoga的...

可是老师有urgent事情...class cancel le...

现在心情没什么特别...听着情歌...

要为我的mid term 加油了...!!! =)

缘分...

你我的缘分会继续的延续下去吗？

如果一切也是命中注定的...

那么我们就应该要听天由命吗？

我不懂...

不过我懂的是惜缘...

更珍惜现在所拥有的...
一首动听的情歌一遍一遍的播着....
一段属于我们的故事继续写着...
一直的延续着....

WATCH

2010-06-27T11:36:00.000+08:00

erm...today woke up..
surprisingly...my house can online...
wa...how can ??
hav to thx my lovely bro for that...
he make it...and brighten up my day ~!!
love u much...lolzx...

desperate to buy a watch..
so make a promises to myself...
if i able to achieve 3.0 and above for this sem...
i m going ask my parent to buy me a watch ~!!!
muahaha..
must work hard for the watch ya...=)

NitezZZzzz.....

2010-06-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

in my life too much sudden..
now...still a sudden...
sudden mood..
do lot of things in this nite...
交叉复杂...
i m sleepy...
nitezZzzZZzzz

NAP

2010-06-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

I am sleepy ~!!!!!!!!
I always yawn in front of tutor and lecture....
I always cant pay full attention in class...
Am I that not enuf sleeping ??
I try to nap just now...
i m rolling on my lovely bed for 10 minutes..
and i decided come out from the bed room...
better than do nothing on the sweet sweet bed...
i cant understand...
y my housemates...my friends....people around me...
they love to take nap and can fall asleep geh wor..
even only sleep half or 1 hour...
y i cant leh...haix....
i found that...
i only able to take nap on my home sweet home sofa...
i miss my home sofa ~!!!!!

huh...
about my study...
recently...try to be more focus on it..
assignment starting....busy life welcoming me again....

The life w/o internet access

2010-06-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

this life really gonna drive me crazy...
only 2 days...i cant bear for it alrd...
cant wait for back to kampar tml ~!!
huh........

Da night...

2010-06-18T02:54:00.001+08:00

da night is nt young anymore for me now...
i m nt feeling well...
stomachache is killing me....
yet i m nt sleepy...
*crying*
the vomiting feel is around...
tired with it...
summore it is a hot nite....
and i feel hot and cold in the same time..
haizx........wth is this ya ??
wish everything going be fine on tml...

juz now receive a phone call from a friend...
who long time din chat...
he is worrying abt his university apply..
good luck to him...

finally thr is some sleepy feel...
nitezx...

everything still remain the same...
sorry for the whole week....

thx for bearing my bad temper...

everything gonna be fine...

waiting for *10 months*

STRESS

2010-06-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

I wish it will divert into DESSERTS as well...

19岁追逐の梦想

2010-06-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

19岁追逐の梦想...

那应该是怎样的??

曾经憧憬现在的年龄所应该做的...

憧憬是美丽の...

憧憬是难以触碰の...

所以从前的从前...

我对我的憧憬是充满着期待..

然而..我所憧憬的...

目前也算有实现到一些些...

那才没感觉自己是可怜的..

19岁追逐の梦想...

那应该是怎样的??

现在我再也不怎么憧憬了...

或许皆因人渐渐的长大...

憧憬变到只会在梦出现..

然而...有时候还是会想说...

"erm...那个未来会怎样怎样...."

当清醒过来才提醒自己...

别憧憬那么多...

应该要脚踏实地的..

19岁追逐の梦想...

那应该是怎样的??

究竟我19岁追逐の梦想...

是些什么??

我想我真的想认认真真的...

好好的思考我的人生...

好好的思考我的未来...

改掉懒散的性格...

拥有开放而不豪放的性格...

改掉挥霍的习惯...

拥有存钱而不太过节制的美德...

更加需要改掉的是...

总是时不时会出来的...

大小姐脾气和自私的行为..

19岁追逐の梦想...

那应该是怎样的??

俗一点的说一句...

人生有多少个十年...

经过了19岁...

就要迈进20的世界...

到时..

20岁追逐の梦想...又应该是怎样的？

I'm tired

2010-06-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

yup...as the title mentioned...i m tired...
y ?? today class is 8 morning until 8 night...
8.00-9.30
9.30-11.00
3.30-5.00
6.00-8.00
huh...every Tuesday...
i m going be dry grass...
recently....i m damn tired...
but i cant fall sleep at all...
am i full of stress or think too much sumtime ?
but in degree time...
now only in the second week...
i cant catch up with the lesson...
haizx....it is different with foundation time...
it is tougher tougher and tougher...

recently i m easy hyper...and emo too...

While My mum is pps-ing.....

2010-06-05T15:42:00.001+08:00

我妈妈在pps-ing...

本来我也是在pps-ing的...

可是那个速度...实在不允许两架电脑一起pps啊...

可怜的我...

本来是想要做tutorial的...

谁知道...我还是好懒好懒...

上网又没什么做（因为line lag..）

看看blog...发现有那么一段时间没有写blog了哦...

关于我的工作...

我在jusco geh pc fair 做了一个星期的工...

一天一天的说啦..

因为我也真的闷到发霉了啦...

10.05

工作的第一天...

走highway去...

因为一个不留意...

出到江沙路...

huh...还好没有迟到...

懵懵懂懂的过了一天...

慢慢习惯一切..

有个tm的男生教我怎样卖电脑...

LOLZX...他看起来...比我更像一个salesman...ZZzz..

就很快的结束了一天...

btw..这一天..我卖出了我人生中的第一架电脑...

hp compaq cq42...忘记什么型号了...

11.05

今天很早起..

因为是我自己搭巴士去的..

不大记得发生什么事情了..

不过今天比昨天少人..

快要把我们(我...ler woon..jojo)闷得发慌了...

今天我们增加了一个人soon yik...

对他有一种陌生感...

今天...和我的dear dear庆祝一样事情...

所以他下午到了jj陪我lunch...

我们去了kenny roger吃东西..

btw..今天我也感到无比的辛苦和疲倦..

可能是不够睡的缘故吧..

无无聊聊的就这样一天...

12.05

这一天遇见很多熟人...

遇到terrance and mei xuan and another gurl shopping..

遇到yiing kang...chin mun...wai loon and lee yan may...

any1 else ?? forget jor...

忘记了那一天遇到felix..

今天也卖了一架电脑..

晚上..和zut zut一起晚餐去了...

是在欢喜地吃...

huh...真的体会到..

赚钱的很不容易啊...

今天用了很多钱一下..

13.05

今天是jusco day...

是整个星期最忙的一天了啦..

超忙的...

忙到四点才吃午餐...

遇到了wai kang..

因为在忙着...

所以连闲聊几句对没有就得走了..

卖了不知多少架laptop...

可悲的是..

我们还是hit不到target leh...

huh...今天11点才放工...

回到家...整个人好像真的要散了啦...

14.05

回到平常的冷清...

不过今天早上...心血来潮...

第六感告诉我..成绩会出..

wa...我一去看..真的出了哦...

吓死我...1 a- 1 b-

还不错下啦...

下午到了burger king eat with zut zut...elaine and hui shi...

很多人一下里面...

有时候我自己做工都很怀疑...

我是赚钱还用钱..

毕竟我也觉得自己用钱比较厉害...

尽管如此..我认为啦...

赚到的..有那么一部分都是用来享受生活的啊..

过分吗？

15.05

早上拿coupun换了一个mcd breakfast...

谁知道忙到lunch break才得空吃...

erm..这次也是和zut zut出去吃...

还有她的collegue...

带那个冷了得burger到外面吃...

天气炎热啊...

和身边的collegue感情日益增加..

包括了sns的permanent worker...

他们说我像mk...（一个和我gam xiong xia blur blur de女生）

她曾经跌laptop在地上..

而今天...

我跌lcd在地上...

omg...真的把我吓到一大跳...

16.05

工作的最后一天.

也是最懒惰的一天..

整个人变到超懒散的说

无心工作...

同样的..my lunch is with my dear zut zut...

haha..一起午餐了几天。。

不错嘛..^^

还记得...七点多的时候...

我帮了一家人...

一个贫穷家庭...

买电脑...尽量帮他们省钱...

帮助了人...心情也粉愉快的...^^

huh..很快的..懒散的一天就这样过去了哦...

我这样一个星期的工作也结束了...

对了...sns的permanent worker...

说说我的collegue...

andrew lai..is my parent...cuz he is "parental control" me

livia tham....she is quite friendly as well...(at 1st tot she is so strict)

ken loke...the sales manager...graduate at ktar kl...

wa...his english slang juz like "ang moh"...he is friendly too..

btw...thx for the song..切歌...xD

tom...is a lock king...and he is a very funny guy...

soon yik...first look like a stranger...but at last...we are much more friend than the 1st time we met

temporarily worker...

lerwoon and jojo...we work together..but nvr eat together...

we face problem together and solve it..

chit chat always.. bla bla bla...

17.05

在家好好的休息一天..

上上网...看看戏这样...

就这样一天咯..

18.05

和我的dear出街..

yeapi...

又出街咯...

因为我早到了...

所以我去了converse鞋店...

订了一双鞋给我的dear dear作生日礼物...

之后dear到了之后...

我们去了bowling o...

我们两个人玩了3个game 才 rm12..

wa...超值...xD

之后就看了iron man 2...

rating ?? ma ma dei only...

muahaha...

之后就到了evisu买我看中的那双白鞋..

超有满足感的啊...

之后故意引他到converse...

注意看他究竟最喜欢那一双...

那边的sales gurl 差点把我的计划给拆穿了..

huh...还好没有。。

之后就回家了...

喜欢今天买到那双鞋子的满足感..

接下来的几天...

19..05...呆在家这样一天...

20.05....去了听ah yoong说东西...就是关于streamxy的...

21-23...在stadium工作...工作量比sns少...

轻松得多了啦..赚到的也不少..23号晚上回到金宝...

粉累一下了哦...

接下来orientation week 和这个星期发生的事情...

有待下个blog才写...

霎那间...不想继续写东西...

写完之时..做tutorial的心情来了...

是时候..去努力了...…!!!
=)

WORK

2010-05-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

huh....after work jor 1 week...
this few day...i m juz sleep...eat...play and watching...
tml going to listen sumthg again...
the day after tml will ba a new work if everything go smooth...
enen...
gonna blog at next week...
wont abandoned it for long time..

love my blog..
love my choice...
love my life...
love u....

520...a lovely day...=)

UPDATES ~~!!!

2010-05-09T20:17:00.001+08:00

huh....it had been a long time that i have neglected my blog...
sorry...
i m sem-breaking now ~!!
31st of May will start my degree year...IF i pass my last two subject...=)

lets talk abt my sembreak...
i back my hometown at 28 of April...
a nite train...doing nothing in train but self loving again...xD
i look so pucat...due to juz finish exam..

29.04...
yup....having a great great time with my family members....
noon goin jusco with my bro....
watched ice kacang puppy love with him...
woohoo...the second times watched this movie giving me different feeling...
1st time...touch...
2nd time more to funny...

after that we went jusco shopping centre buy sushi eat ~
haha....buy jor very very cheap de octopus sushi...
enjoy ourself very much in the car eating the sushi....
after we back home...
i only remember that i wanna go PM tonite...(when i exam...when i m study...i always miss this pm)
haha....i told my parents i wanna go pm....
wow...how nice...they said they plan to go also ~!!
yeapi...a pm nite with my parents and bro along with lot of pm food.. ~!!
bought a pair of fan ban crocs....xD
eating lot of thing thr....
the puding...the 1st time i ate at this pm...
taste nice...wanna try it next time too ~~!! hehe....

30.04....
juz stale at home...
doing nothing but playing moli...treasure isle and mousehunt...
juz boring on this day....

01.05
labour day...it shuld be sum activity rite ??
nope...i juz do nothing at home..
2-3 like that...thin thin sms me ask me can cum my house or not...
for online...hahaha...
sure...welcum...
spend whole noon with her at my bro room...
nitezx...tot i m gonna selesai my dinner by my own cuz my parents having dinner and bro also have activities..
at last...my parent brings me along...
but thr juz sienzx la...wait until i go back home first le....
my boring labour day...ZZzz..

02.05
at nite going out dinner with parents and dad's friends and their family...
wow....this dinner...really nice ~!!!!!!
10 crabs....dunno how many lai liu har....(lot).....a fish...
all also fresh and havent die be4 cook....
when the waiter take out the food...others juz terkejut how can that much...xD
this 3 is the main dish...still got other dishes...but i forget whats that...
juz took some picture after we ate..

03.05
blue monday...having a bad mood when i woke..
nothing special today.....
but remember sumthing
mr terrance...haha..
if he get D in accouting...i hav to treat him dinner...
if he get C...he hav to treat me dinner...
if he get B...hav to treat me kizuna...
if he get A....haha...my 1 week meal...hav to thx him le...xD

04.05
yeapi ~!! hang out with my dearest 1 !!!!
we din meet each other for 1 week le...miss him much...
i m late for the dating...opzx...
i m sorry...
i m not the 1 who can control this...
nvm...reached parade 1pm...
find him at bowling thr...
we had 2 bowling game @ price 4.5/person...
i m still that noob in this game...
but a bit better le i think...=)
took this photo after we finish the game...

after that..we took lunch at food court...
2.10...we watch the movie IP man 2...
i nvr watch IP man be4..
but i think it did not bring big connection with the 2nd 1...
this movie...bring out the 中国武术的尊严....
rated 7/10....
but got 1 part...really quite violence de...
i also dare not watch...
after the movie...
we shop at parade a while...
den go back dear's secondary skol....sam tet...
accompany him back thr take cert....hehe...
2nd time go sam tet..
the 1st time...go support lijie for her debate competition...
i found a phrase inside samtet....
今日你以三德为荣...
他日三德以你为荣...
wow...samtet guys...what do u think ??
after that we back parade and shop for my shoes ~!!!
yup....finally i bought a pair of shoes at Alena...
happy...finally i bought a pair of shoes... (juz a mad shoes lover..xD)
huh...end our day by he accompany me waiting my dad...
after i reached home...take a photo...quite like it...=)

05.05
followed my dad to his office...
hav to help my dad key in some data...
be4 that...hav to rearrange the data that they had type be4...
omg...i hav to learn how to use excel welll....
i really no much idea on excel...how sad..
after asked my bro...he give me a great solution ~~!!
huh...finally i can be more relax...
after that...go out with my dear again..
we go for interview a part time job at SNS office..
wa...the form...so thick...
how can hav to fill up so many time for interview a job...???
at first i dun feel like wanna fill....but i filled it at last due to too boring for waiting my dear..
the interview...take us 1 hr...
omg...i m rush...
go telekom with dear..and settle his home streamxy...
after that...only we back to the friendster cafe having my lunch...
the mash potato....really....=X

06.05
stay home and help my dad key in the income tax data....ends up...
i play more than doing that....
i m put my phone around me all the time to ensure that i can get any calls...
YUP...i get the SNS job...=)
this will be my 1st part time job...
wish me luck...and wish it can bring me some difference experience....
nites...somthing sad happen..
but at last...i think of it and ok d...

07.05
today hav to went SNS office training..
train how to make sale and understand abt the product...
wow...me and ler woon also blur blur de...
wish monday will be alrights...

08.05
huh..early in the morning jau wake up le..
settle my bro wanna go kampar de problem..
den follow my dad went ipoh..
a peughot...will be the 1st car accompany me..
its old...but yet still appreciate it ~!!
enen...stay at dad office for whole noon..
finally finish jor 4+ pages...yet...there are another 2+ pages...
fainted..
6pm like that...i reached Parade le...
hehe...shop for black shoes..
nvr shop for a shoe until that unhappy..
the shoe are not suit my size also..
haizx...front ok...back jau too langgar...
if not jau front too ketat...back jau ok...haizx...sad..
at last...i din buy any pair of shoe..
7pm...meet my dear and his buddy at kopitiam..
be4 that...meet kelly...vinccy and wen hao...at k.roger thr...hehe
.my dear introduce his buddy for me...
erm..there shuld be 10 mayday members... but 1 of them absence...
they are ken, felix,terrance, ah yong, yik hoe, xueming, chai, karhou and alvin...and another 1...i dunno whats his name...=X
erm...nice to meet u all ya...^^
after kopitiam...and a "voting" section...
they decided to go sing k...
but it start at 8...
so...dear and me went to shoe department look look..
we sing k at kbox from 8-12..
dear and me being forced to sing 小酒窝 by them..>,<
scare scare leh....i know my sound also got a bit 震...
try to calm down and sudden bro call me..
haha...after finish the call...
go back...
wow...hav to repeat de...ZZzz..
but this time better...not that scare le...
after that...continue sing k and chit chat...photo taking times...eating cakes..drinking sparkling juice...
went home at 12 sumthing....fetch by my bro...^^
2 nice photo edited by mr terrance...=)

09.05
today...i juz can said that..
i study abt the computer things until i so so so so sienzx...
haizx..so sleepy...
noon celebrate mothers day ~~
hehe..happy mothers' day ~!!!
i dunno how to tell u that i love u..
but i will try to show u...=)
tml will be the 1st day going work le..
i m so gen jiong and not prepare well yet arh..
haizx...god bless me pls...
wish tonite i can finish all the thing and tml everything will go smooth...
gonna work for 1 week...
wish me luck...…^^

haizx...

2010-04-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

i m totally sad...
y ?? i also dunno y...
juz in my heart...i m so so sad...
这种无名的失落感很久没有过...
感觉好无助...
我依然不知道为什么...
为什么...会有这种的失落...
会有这种伤心...
可能是我很累吧...
开心不起来...
finance...haizx....what to say ???
dunno...
i m not that prepared well..
yup...i know...
but...am us deserved to get such a difficult question ??
mayb this called risk...
the posibility of actual outcome differ with the expected outsome...
our risk reallly damn high...
haizx...dunno...
i m sad...i dun care abt the grade..
but.............i do care about y i cant be cofidence that i m ok in finance...
haizx..................................................................................................
have to continue study my account...
tomorrow-- the last day and last subject of my foundation life...
good luck to myself...to everyone....

NOOB KAHUEY...STUPID CARELESSNESS...

2010-04-24T02:06:00.000+08:00

argghhhh....
i hate my carelessness....
yup...i noob...
haizx...
how can i m stupid until like that ???
how can i see wrg row of infomation ???
what the hell am i ???
i m sad....=(

breaking promise

2010-04-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

haizx...i m fail to do so at last..
breakingt my own promise...how sad...
i m so so sad now...
cuz of studying theory of Fundamental of Financial...
it is annoy...but i love the calculation part a lot..
izzit this chinese call 又爱又恨...
i dont know...i dont care...
but...can i juz ignore the theory part ??
obviously....i can...
but what result i can get also will be obvious enuf...
argghhh.....
full of stress cuz of previous laziness...
a punishment of last minute preparation...
hav to continue doing sad thing...haizx...

I wish...

2010-04-18T17:52:00.000+08:00

I wanna off my online activity for 9 days...start from now...
i wish i can do so...
y i wanna do so ???
haizx...
i m super damn lazy for this sem nia...
nvr start my revision...
another 7 days is my exam...
guess what i had do in this 2 day ??
i m 魔力学堂 for whole day ~!!!
gosh...i m going behtahan myself le...
is time to force myself to study le...
START FROM NOW~!!!
huh...after exam wana blog abt the movie i watched on last FRIDAY~~!!!
WAIT for me...MY EXAM ~!!! MY LAPPY~!! MY HOLIDAY ~!!!

Friday

2010-04-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

huh....had a nice friday with my dearest 1 at JJ.... We watched 2 movie...做人...and 初恋红豆冰...
两套都是很棒的戏...
尤其是初恋红豆冰...
只能说...这真的是一部很成功的马来西亚戏~!!
好好看...好感动...
初恋红豆冰的一幕幕依然在脑海里浮现...
好想看多一次...
一切所怀念的...有感情的...
我还看到哭了...

这一天用了不少的钱哦...

去了欢喜地吃东西...

吃了一个鸡翼芝士焗饭...

味道不错一下...

可是最后吃不完...

亲爱的..帮我吃了大多的饭...

而我吃了那两个鸡翼...

之后...我们看完做人后...

隔十分钟后..初恋就要开场了..

可是我们去了Maggie Queen 一下...

还进了padini...

结果...我们两个买了衣服...ZZzz

白色的是我的...灰色是他的...=)

之后....看完了红豆冰...

本来是要回家的...

结果爸爸忽然告诉我要我等他在kl回来...

那时候六点...ok lu..

等两个小时...

我又买了另一样东西...

那就是钱包...

一个可爱又便宜...

也算是女生钱包里面的branded...

满足几下~~!!

huh...之后继续逛街...

谁知道...下escalator的时候..

没注意到了...

结果...

悲哀的事情发生了...

那就是...

我的高跟鞋...

一边的跟断了...T^T

huh...还好可以弄回去走多一下下...

不然我就要闷死了...

好啦..差不多8点了...

谁知道...爸爸说他要和kl的朋友吃饭...(kl朋友在perak...)

叫我在自己解决晚餐...claim他的...

当然...虽然是claim他的...

我也没有吃到很贵...

吃了一块secret recepi的 oreo cheese...

之后...在那附近走下走下...

经过baskin robbin...

看看了价钱板...

erm...看到shake才RM6 o...

然后就买了chocolate mint shake喝....

谁知道~~!!!

我的眼睛不懂做么鬼...

看少了一个1....

是RM16...

omg....给钱的时候...

是吓到了....

真的好noob...

不懂为什么会看少一个1...

心真好痛哦...

之后...爸爸也给回了我20~~

haha...心才没那么痛~!!

回到家都已经十点了。。。

虽然有衰东西发生...

可是依然是很棒的一天...

开心的一天~!!

Exam Period

2010-04-11T15:46:00.002+08:00

Am i too free to update my blog daily ???

erm...i think so...

In real...i m going exam soon ~!!!

Preparation??? is ZERO~!!

LOLZX...yet...i m still enjoying my life with shopping...with movie...with fb...with blogging...

opzx...how exam going defeat me ???

i finding a way to let myself get away from all of this until my exam ended...

however...I m still planning to have movie outing on coming friday....=X...

a time to tell myself...~!!!

TAN KA HUEY...u hav to focus on ur study instead of playing ~!!!

I WISH I CAN DO SO~!!!

Clash of The Titans

2010-04-11T15:37:00.002+08:00

huh...thought the 5 movies i listed cant watch alrd...
yet...i did watch clash of the titans with karhou...
at ipoh parade...10.4.10....8.20 pm..
woohoo...this is the 1st nite movie i watch with karhou...
do enjoy this movie...
the storyline...the characteristic...and the action...
i rate it 7/10....
it bring me the familiar feel as lightning thief..
The main characteristic of Clash of Titan - Perseus...

Intro of the movie...
Titans...is the only god having power to control the world...
He has 3 children....Zeus...Porseidon and Hades...
Titan is being kill by the Kraker (a creature) which own by Hades...
However...when they success killed Titan...
Zeus break his promise and juz let Hades to control the underworld (hell)...
while Porseidon control the sea...
Zeus is the 1 who create man and control the sky and olympus (a place where the gods are gather)...
Zeus is nourish by the pray of man..and Zeus love man...
While Hades is nourish by the fear of the man...

Story
An uncle fisherman...is sail at the sea...
Save Perseus who is a baby being put in a coffin with his mother...
he is being save...while his mother died...
One day...Perseus growth up and sail with his father (uncle fisherman)..
They stop at sumwhr...they find out that thr is Argos (a county) soldier is destroy the statue of Zeus...
after they destroy...hades...is appear and kill all the soldier who destroy the statue...
Meanwhile....Perseus is helpless while his family-- father..mother and sister were killed by hades...

Perseus is save by the Argos soldier...
In the palace of the Argos king....
The king and queen said that they do not need god...
the queen even say human is juz prefect than god
while the princess...do not agree with them....
Hades is come out and warn them...
10 days after....there will be happen eclispe...
Hades will release the Kraker to destroy the city...unless they sacrifice the princess of Argos...
Meanwhile...all the ppl know that...Perseus...is son of Zeus...
he is half god half man...

With nothing left to lose...
Perseus volunteers to lead a dangerous mission to defeat Hades before he can seize power from Zeus and unleash hell on earth....
Leading a daring band of warriors...
Perseus sets off on a perilous journey....
he hav to go to find the Witches...to tell him...how he can defeat the kraker...
In this journey...
Battling unholy demons and fearsome beasts, he will only survive if he can accept his power as a god, defy his fate and create his own destiny.

1st...he hav to battle with a king(the king who throw him and his mother into a sea...)...the king is given power by Hades...

2nd...the blood of the king will born some huge scorpion creature....at last thr is some monster(nt monster la...but i dunno what they call...) help them..
Perseus and the warriors are coorperate with the monster...
Quote from the monster...*Together*

3rd...they found the witch...and the witched told them...they juz can defeat the kracker with the help of Medusa( whatever living things when look into her eyes will becum stone)

4th...they hav to cut medusa's head...while..medusa is live in the underworld...they go to the underworld and all the warriors is sacrifice except Perseus....Perseus cut Medusa's head...

5th....once again...he battle with the king...the king killed his guardian angel..=(....
but...the king is killed by Perseus with the sword gift by Zeus...

6th...Perseus go back to Argos to save the city by riding Pegasus....
Yeapi...he did it after fighting back the Medusa's head...
and save the princess too...

Ending...
He rather be a normal people than being a king or god...
Zeus make the guardian angel alive to accompany Perseus...

I do love the ending ~!!!
some special thing happe during we watched this movie...
is about the word of ZEUS~!!!
muahaha...nice memory...nice movie...~!!! =)

执着

2010-04-09T20:15:00.001+08:00

发现...或许我真的正如你们所说的执着...
忽然...灵光一闪...
问自己...
何必执着于事情...

life is too short to let us feel sad...feel angry...feel moody....
how dare i can forget this sentences...

life is really too short...so...y just i cant pass my life happily ??
i m too persist on my own thought sometimes...

huh...
learn to face problem..
learn to face past...
learn to face persistent...

juz wanna remind myself....
dun be too persistent....
life will be better and nicer and happier...
yet...sum principle...that are cannot be oblivion...

Quote

2010-04-09T16:58:00.001+08:00

i m juz kinda boring now...
back to hometown...
planning spoiled...
karhou is moving his room at kampar...
suit yee is busy with her tuition class and sleeping time...
kin seng is annoy by his affair..
vyncent dunno how r him d...
i miss u all la...=(

Qoute a phrases from 1 of my facebook friend...
Moon will eclipse, people will change
dunno izzit a good phrase...yet...it bring meanings...
huh...
every1 will change due to our age...happenings around us...people...bla bla bla...
every age will hav different way to look at the wolrd...our view might change...
somethings happen might change our personal characteristic...
someone important might change us too...
yet...inside part of our deep heart....
we always believe that...there is something will not change 4ever...
in my heart..i used to believe too...
there is SUMTHG...will not change 4ever...

remember 1 nite...sumone told me...
if u two do sumthing wrg...i will not forgive u two 4ever...
huh...if...
wanna told someone...dun think much about this...
it will not happen 4ever...k ??
so...i no nid ask for ur forgiveness too...
hehe...

talk about eclipse...
twilight eclipse will be on at JUNE..forget which date..
YEA...i'm wait for it~!!

成长

2010-04-08T15:10:00.002+08:00

今天发生了一些不顺利的事情...
这些事情...让人感到不开心...

你说...人总是在错误中学习成长...
然而...在伤心中的时候也一样...一样在学习着成长...
跌过就要自己爬起来....
需要坚强的面对...

只是有些时候当事情来得太快的时候...
还是会像个小孩般一样的在哭泣...

是的...已经不能像个小孩般的在哭...
因为...人是需要独立...
当没有人让你靠的时候...
请你一定要坚强下去....撑下去...
因为到时...只能靠的只有自己...
或许我懂这个道理懂得太迟...

当有着快乐的过程...不想要的结果...
我们会说...
过程比结果重要...享受过程就好了...

当有着痛苦的过程...想要的结果...
我们会说...
结果才是重要的...忽略掉不快乐的过程...

结果我是得到了我所想要的...

muscle cramp 的田鸡....有吃过吗??
是酸的...
把不快乐忘却于你的怀抱和田鸡这一餐的快乐...

要谢谢...kevin lee wan hui...and teh choo chin...
谢谢你们的帮助...

Woohoo...

how sad...my movie...gone...

最后还想说的是...
有些事情当还没发生在你的身上...
可能你还可以说的理直气壮...
还可以说的大条道理...
不过当你经历了...
你或许再也不能这样的理直气壮了...

my mood is better...

dun forget...

no matter what happen...

i will be with u...

+NGCMLFY+

傻的一天

2010-04-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

这是lee kar hou说的...
他说我今天傻了...
haha...好像有一点...
不懂为什么这样的...ZZZzzz
今天一天上了两天的课。。。
很充实一下的感觉哦...
可是上多了这样的课...就会好累好累...

上完了课去了tesco ~!!!
买了爱吃的零食(wise and chacos)和爱喝的牛奶(dutch lady)...
也去kfc吃了一点点东西...
晚餐去了old town的瓦煲鸡饭...
之后去了maybank...
gosh...maybank的atm最近是怎么了??
昨天去了bg的...都out of service..
今天也是...out of service...>,<回到家后...做了粉多的东西的哦...我洗了衣服...洗了那个盆...也帮我的脚踏车pom风了~身心都累了。。可是却还是赖着不想去睡..是让自己习惯了这样吗？？好不健康o...>,<

好想一天看5套戏..可是...
haizx..没人陪我看...
唯有改到一天3套了...

喜欢这样的一天...找到了读书的feel了~!!
就快要考试了..~!!!
朋友们~!!加油哦~!!!

My yesterday dream

2010-04-04T17:12:00.001+08:00

Abt The Dream

I wanna watch...

2010-04-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

omg...i m being put aero yesterday...
so...the "how to train ur dragon" hav to watch it next time le...
arh....a lot of movie i wanna watch on this few weeks ~!!!

i wanna watch how to train ur dragon...(1 hr and 35 minutes)
i wanna watch beauty on duty...(1 hr and 40 minutes)
i wanna watch future x-crop....(1 hr and 40 minutes)
i wanna watch date night...
i wanna watch clash of titans...(1 hr and 40 minutes)

wow....is that possible finish 4 movie at cinema in 1 day...
juz kinda impossible...ZZzzz...
exam is on 2 weeks after....
haizx....cant go and watch le....
however i hav no feel to study...
i can go exam without studying but with nice result ??

DREAM can~!!!

最好的结局

2010-04-02T15:45:00.001+08:00

传闻你和他的相遇
听说是多么美丽
而我的存在是多余

听得太多也累了
我们之间也完了
别再继续纠缠不清

我不能放弃自己去讨好你
那不是我自己
如果你爱她就别再错下去

我不像你想像中的那么脆弱
分手已成了定局
在他发现之前忘了你

就为了我的名誉
就为了你的秘密
就请别让她哭泣

我不能放弃自己去讨好你
那不是我自己
如果你爱她就别再错下去

我不像你想像中的那么脆弱
分手是我的决定
在他发现之前忘了你
分离已是最好的结局

nice song...
也很有意思~~

越光宝盒

2010-04-02T10:26:00.000+08:00

watched with karhou...
on 26 of march...
abt this movie...erm...
consider okok la...
some part of it really quite funny de...
hehe...
but sum part...juz quite sienzx lo...
starring by 郑中基...孙俪...梁咏琪..等等..
里面有西游记..赤壁...titanic...kung fu panda...功夫...
还有.....不记得了~~
erm...ranking for this movie 6/10...
fortunately not so dissapointed cuz with low expectation....

Alice In Wonderland

2010-03-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

Watched this movie with karhou and sauyin....on 26 of March 2010...
woohoo...i do enjoy the movie...altot i dont finish the movie at last...
the attractive of the movie is the storyline and the graphic...
ITS great ~!!
erm....the synopsis of the movie...
the Alice is grow d...
one day...she is going a party with her mum...
and....there is a royal family's son going propose to her...
she answered that she nid time to think about it...
erm...she discover a rabbit with blue singlet...which is what she always dream abt....
she follow him...and fall into a hatch...
what happen after is she is able becum big and smalll after eat cake and drink sumthing....
yea...she is in wonderland now...
the animal there suspect she is not the previos Alice
and Alice tot herself is in dream...
* there is 2 cute ppl...---tweedledum and tweedledee
they really cute leh....and funny
after that is talk abt she wanna save the Hatter and find out the sword which can kill the dragon...
woohoo...she is able save the Hatter from the red queen and take out the sword....
erm...she tot she cant kill the dragon...
at last...she find out her courage and decided help the white queen to fight with the dragon ~!!!
yea...she did it ~!!!
the white queen get back her royal and the red queen being banish from wonderland with the dark knight...
and the last part....she back to real world...
she do not comply with the proposal..
and .....
i not really sure abt the last part....LOLZX...
woohoo...love the courage of Alice...
this movie....i give it 7/10...hehe...not a bad movie...^^

going exam soon...

2010-03-21T18:11:00.000+08:00

actually i m forcing myself study for my mid term test now...
yet...haizx...
i really hav no mood to study...
dunno why...
some kind of thing make me cant pay attention on my study...
juz wish to play games...chit chat...instead of studying...

last few day..
thr was something happen....
it makes me unhappy...
its alrd pass...
dun think too much better.....

yesterday..
the couple who being together same day as us...
breaked...
what a sad news...
but...we are still together...
i felt xin wei also...
however...i wish the breaked couple dun be too sad...

today...
something happen too...
promise...being break...

arhzx...any1 can help me to pay attention on my study ??

ways to lock ur blog post

2010-03-15T19:08:00.003+08:00

instead of saying is lock...mayb we can call it as encrypt post...
this blog post is to remind myself and for mayb who wanna learn to lock their blog post..
First, you have to edit your blogger template.
Layout--> Edit HTML and find the head tag (< /head>)
If you can't find it, mark the box "Expand Widget Templates".
Then paste this code BEFORE the < /head>

picture to see

then go http://www.vincentcheung.ca/jsencryption/

1. In the key box...type the password u wan...

2. Enter whatever you want to encrypt in the Plain Text box...Click Encrypt

3. Copy and paste the code in the HTML Code box into your website or blog

If do not understand what i said..juz refer
http://www.vincentcheung.ca/jsencryption/instructions.html
wish this might help....

11 of March +Random but special+

2010-03-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah...I m Ferero Rocher-ing~!!!!
*Sweet*
Thx Lee Kar Hou...=)
hehe....
11 of March....
what a nice day~!!!
+ABC soup+
i m boiling soup...
yes~!!!
100 percent handmade by Lavander Tan ~!!!!
suddenly felt that...
time flew...
yo...week 2 alrd...
i m not study yet...
how i m going die ???
nvm...week 4 only mid term...
still another week to study....
Tml...12 le...i did a decision...that is doesnt make any changes to my course...
i do not do the course transfer...
juz believe that....i can do it...and...believe my heart..
yeapi...
wish the same to my friend kinseng~~
think wise for ur future...

+ABC soup+

Love you...

Everlasting...

+NGCMLFY+

The Dateline-- 12 March

2010-03-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

12 of March...it just around the corner...
its not exam...
its not result release...
its not a special day...
yet...it is a dateline....for me to make a choice...

Accounting...
Commerce Accounting...
Psychology....
or...mayb IT....

stay UTAR or away from here....

How I m going to choose???

thr just another few day left...
or mayb finish this sem only decide which and whr to study???

It confuse me...
It make me stress....
It make me feel helpless...
It make me suffer from insomnia...

any1 can survive me from this ???
I REALLY do not know whr is my way!!!!

平凡中的平凡...

2010-03-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

原来已经不知不觉的到了一点四十分了....
每次bloggging都因为很想bloggging所以才会bloggging....
不过总会有些时候...不懂要敲打些什么出来...

上着sem3的第二个cost accounting lecture的时候...
又无无聊聊的写了一些东西...

平凡中的平凡...
当中也有他的幸福...
只是在于发现or发现不到...
而我...
还在领悟中....
领悟着这一种幸福...
不过我肯定的...
我是幸福的...

好像继续写下去...
可是好emo...好mooody...好烦...
这一次...
想用睡觉去麻醉自己...
晚安了....

情歌--梁静茹

2010-02-23T11:51:00.002+08:00

时光是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁

情书再不朽也磨成沙漏

青春的上游白云飞走苍狗与海鸥

闪过的念头潺潺的溜走

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默

一整个宇宙换一颗红豆

回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔

放开了拳头反而更自由

慢动作缱绻胶卷重播默片定格一瞬间

我们在告别的演唱会说好不再见

你写给我我的第一首歌

你和我十指紧扣默写前奏

可是那然后呢

还好我有我这一首情歌

轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着

我的天长地久

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆

回忆如困兽寂寞太久而渐渐温柔

放开了拳头反而更自由

长镜头越拉越远越来越远事隔好几年

我们在怀念的演唱会礼貌的吻别

你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣默写前奏

可是那然后呢

还好我有我这一首情歌

轻轻的轻轻哼着哭着笑着

我的天长地久

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌

舍不得短短副歌心还热着

也该告一段落

还好我有我下一首情歌

生命宛如静静的相拥的河

永远天长地久

不懂是几时出的歌....不懂几时开始喜欢的歌....
喜欢了好久好久...是一首很扣人心弦的歌....
情歌...再也没有下一首....
PS~歌词都找埋给你了啦~~

huh~

2010-02-22T02:37:00.001+08:00

huh....yesterday...finally rain~!
yes~Finally rain for the first time since i back from kampar...
i think is almost 2 week ago....
how can the weather so hot~
today evening rain again~
its a good thing...juz wish tat continue rain for the continue week~
i cant stand for the hot hot hot weather la~~

actually i m boring now...
but i m happy...
dunno y??? but i juz wish to maintain this unknown happiness~
mayb...haha....happy without reason~~
is a good thing~izzit~
suddenly feel like wanna blog cuz of nothing~
funny izzit ??
not nothing la~juz like a rojak for this blog...hehe~

what to say in this blog~
i m glad to see that vyncent is better from his sadness~
or mayb he is act ?? i wish not~
from my heart...i wish u can happy...be tough ya~ always support u~

i m happy to spend a day with shanice....if not wrg is 18 feb~
altot it is ntg special in this day~ altot we juz chat~and not much~
but....i m happy lo~hehe~~
sharing secrets...sharing happiness...sharing sadness~~bla bla bla bla~~
the simple bring the happiness for me~hehe

a good new from my god sister...
she is pregnant~!and she is going be mum on cuming august le~
congratzx to her~
she ask me~wanna be kai jie or kai ma~
haha...can i be kai jie???
altot thr is almost 20 year different...hahaha~
mayb going visit her at sg for my next sem break...
oh gosh.....mayb...i wish it can b true that i can hav a vacation to sg la~

got 2 friend....i do miss them...
miss them lot...
mayb sumtime i will feel unhappy when think back sumthg happen last time...
but...now...how to say...
i will still feel that is a *yi han*
i wish...mayb one day....we can as last time ??
haha...dun think too much better~
everything....*sui yuan*

whole cny....
consider as not bad ??
meet my friends...having good time with relatives...movie...gambling...gather...bai nian....fireworks...
thr are happiness and also sadness....
friend...let go the sadness and welcome the happiness...
life will be better...hehe...
but for whole sem break...
i think it totally sienzx arh~
always give ppl put aero de~~
=X

another 3 month....i m going be a degree student....if everything go smoothly...
what means by everything go smoothly?? haha... IF i pass all my subject la~
i hav to make choice soon~
whr to go...what to study...bla bla bla...
i hate to make choice actually....haizx...
hav to think a lot of segment....
hav to think what suit myself best...
but....i will think wisely...
for future...for u...for myself...for my parent....

can i wish that 25th nvr came...
+pray hard+
haha....
its time to sleep lee....
gud nite....

+NGCMLFY+

HEHE...MISS U LOT ER...HOW ARH...

NO MATTER HOW....

I WISH WE CAN ALWAYS BE WITH OTHERS....

HEHE....

AS U SAID....

NO WORRIES....

+LOVE YA+

你说你了解我

2010-02-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

你说你了解我

相遇

2010-01-29T02:03:00.004+08:00

命运...
宿命...
缘分...
不懂下一秒会遇见谁...
可是人与人的相遇就是如此的妙...
如此的无法预测...
就像冥冥中自有安排...

erm...TBC回来了哦~
呵呵.....

+遇见+

听见冬天的离开

我在某年某月醒过来

我想我等我期待

未来却不能理智安排
阴天傍晚车窗外

未来有一个人在等待

向左向右向前看

爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁会有怎样的对白

我等的人他在多远的未来

我听见风来自地铁和人海

我排着队拿着爱的号码牌

阴天傍晚车窗外

未来有一个人在等待

向左向右向前看

爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁会有怎样的对白

我等的人他在多远的未来

我听见风来自地铁和人海

我排着队拿着爱的号码牌

我往前飞飞过一片时间海

我们也常在爱情里受伤害

我看着路梦的入口有点窄

我遇见你是最美的意外

终有一天我的谜底会揭开

总是时不时会哼起这一首歌..
其实没有什么特别的意思...
只是...真的好喜欢这歌的旋律...

说回相遇...
我相信两个人相遇真的是很奇妙很有缘分的东西....
我们根本不会懂我们下一秒会遇见....
谁又会是我们会相遇的人....

能够与你们相遇...
是预料不到的...
或许我们的实际距离是多么近....
可是...很感谢...上天的安排..
让我与你们相遇...

祝福....每个相遇的人~~^^

让一切从0开始

2010-01-24T03:30:00.000+08:00

现在的时间是凌晨的3点20分....
我又熬夜了...
未来的两个星期....我应该也会不断地熬夜...
熬坏了身体怎么办？？
我也不懂...只是那个是个必要...

恩...昨天（星期五）...因为某些事情...
心...脑...都觉得很厌倦了...
不论是感情还是理智都厌倦了生活还有身边的某些事情....
刚刚在读书的时候...
忽然想到某个朋友(sunny yong)说过....
当你感到累了...想放弃的时候...
就把一切归零重新开始....

这个道理就好像...
某个地方满了...满到快要爆了...
那样就把里面的东西拿完出来....
把那个地方清空...重新装过...

恩恩...
是的...我现在有这个感觉...
让一切重新开始的感觉~！
我总会说....happy alwayzs~
而我自己...不懂从何时开始...
每一天...都会有不开心的时候....
我心里的某个地方所装的东西...
也真的满了...现在....是时候把它归零....

小胖....要乖哦~！！！
小野...要乖哦...还有要....~!!!!
lavander....要快乐哦~！！！
kahuey....要加油~！！！！！

HAPPY ALWAYZX~~~+SMILE+

huh...finally

2010-01-22T02:15:00.002+08:00

Yea~! Finally...finally....i m here update my blog...yea...
what i wish to do two weeks ago...
actually i m not that busy until cant update my blog...
but...dunno why...juz keep on lazy for all the thg...

10th of Jan....my 19 burthday....
a very very belated happy birthday to myself...
yea....upload some picture first...

sew feng or pyee edited...not bad not bad...thx ya..hehe..^^

10.01.10.....Sunday

A blessed 19th birthday i had....

wanna thx my dear and my housemate...and friend who wished me...

thx my dear planning and housemate celebrate with me...

we had go Gold label to had our dinner...

feng and yee...back from bg to celebbrate with me...

quite happy de wor...=)

haha...about my cake...i know it is not as beautiful as others' cake...

but...hahaha..what i wanna said is...i love it~!!

cheese cake and 3 slide of secret recepi (lemon cheese...oreo cheese....chocolate chip wnut)

got my favorite....oreo cheese~!!! a nice 1...hehe...

Noon had go Sushi king which located at kampar with my dearest 1....hehe...

take sum photo (what i like to do the most...hahaha)....muahaha....wanna upload also..

erm...what i wanna say is...mayb it is juz a lunch at sushi king...

but...with u...i m happy also...thx ya...hehe...

15th of Jan....

A friday....

sing k with my dear...choo chin...chris yap and kyle kyen....

ps...the 3 guy is his housemates....=)

a lot of song were not in the list cuz of the system break down...

go with an expectation to sing some new song...

but...at last...juz sing sum old song...

yet...it still a nice day...hehehe...

sing until the throat quite sha ya...

18th of Jan....

A Monday....

A day important for most of the may intake(2009) foundation student...

Unit registration~~register for next sem timetable...

again...server of utar side..broke down again...sigh...

but...i think this time is better than the last time 1....at least...

all the pppl 10-11 like that jau gao dim liao...

while for dear dear and me....yea...

our timetable juz same as what we plan...love it lot...hehe...

oothers...who cant get what u wan...

juz wish u guy can adapt urself on next sem...

ganbateh for all of us...

oh ya...same day...choochin's birthday...

go to hav a dinner with him and his friends...

nothing much to say abt this...

but juz wish him happy always and may his dream cum true....

19 of Jan....

birthday of feng feng....

go to celebrate with her at Mango...

lolzx...icecream cake prepared by us for her...

wish her happy always and may her dream cum true too also...hehe~

21 of Jan....

a study day...

since the library of utar shift to block h....

i never go in jor...

what to say...thr really a nice and comfortable place for student to study...

but...block h~!!!really so far~~~

++++ the guard din let the bike ana car go that state....

reason ??? i not really sure about it...

lolzx....stay jor at library with kathou...michelle and likoon for almost 3.5hr...

me...juz study jor 1 chapter of m.study...izzit too slow the study rate...

nite,,,had go "dong hoi" take dinner with my housemate...

sum funny thing happen at dong hoi...the people who in charge to help us order food hor...
see we juz got 4 persons....actually we are 5 thr...
den the food portion all also come 4 persons de portion...
haha...den we....said the ppl being dian hun by thin thin le....
huh...juz kidding nia...but that guy hor...ask thin thin y din add his fb~~
walaueh....when thin thin get his fb de wor....haha....after that only i know....the guy give thin thin be4....
SWT lo~~the boy also quite brave de lo~like that also got courage to ask back...y din add my FB de....
LOLZX

+wanna blog+

2010-01-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

i wanna blog~!....
promise myself...to blog after finish doing webpage note...
haizx...but..half noon until now...juz finish jor 1/3 page...so swt...
headache arh...
but...i m persist in finish the note and blogging later~!!!
go study first now~!!!

HapPy NeW yeAr.....

2010-01-03T16:09:00.001+08:00

First of all...wish all my friend and family a happy new year...^^
新的一年新的开始....
过去的一年...有开心不开心的事情...
2009年刚开始的时候...已经进camp了哦....
Kem Jiwa Murni @ KJM...
在那里认识了一些朋友...一起度过了三个月的时间...
这三个月...有些朋友...真的珍惜你们...+appreciate+
过后的三个月...不能否认的...是有些快乐的日子...
只是之后带来的痛苦...那时是很痛苦的...
总会在半夜哭泣...housemate会在问...做么哦你...
可是这一切已经成为过去...
在六月的时候...我去了utar....
TA 22~~一个现在我会想念的一个group...
zut zut...bing bing...bamboo...jun wei...terry....
有时也真的好想念你们...
在这个group...我认识了他....
the 1 who i love and precious....=)
大学的生活....现在已经接近了第二个学期了...
也快要结束了....
这一年...我相信...我所得到的...一定不会比我失去的少~

说回我的new year....
很开心...这一些特别的日子...
都有我的dear陪我...
很开心...我的xmas eve...我的xmas...我的new year eve...我的new year...
都有你的陪伴....
两个eve都是在同一个地方...mango....
new year eve 的时候...比较好玩...
有烟花还有一些玩具...
真的很可爱...=)
至于xmas...只是去了parade吃东西和逛街...
new year 则看了两套戏....treasure hunter @ avatar....
treasure hunter....故事和人物都很不错啊...只是...演到到有点假吧...
avatar..人就不是很好看...可是每个人都长到差不多一样的啦...
没有办法否认....这接近三个小时的戏真的很好看~
storyline ok...feel也在...真的很棒...也是很好的爱情故事...
之后逛了一下街...好想好想买鞋子哦...结果...
还是没有买到...很失望一下....
不过...我的dear买了两件衣服...
at least...我们不会完全没有收获嘛...
去怡保的途中...我们拍了很多照片....
以我这样自恋的性格...都几开心的啊....拍了这样多的照片....
2010的第二天...我去了straigten my hair....
感觉不错一下下...hehe...
之后晚上去了jucso哦...好久没有去过了...
买了一件衣服...一件冷衣...一条裤子...一条裙子...还有一条连身裙...
huh...有满足感一下的其实...可是...没有买到鞋子....
美中有一点不足...
恩。。。之后11.45...和哥哥去看了十月围城...
怎么说呢...这一套戏...看了让人有心酸的感觉...
为了革命..牺牲了好多人...
可能我没有办法了解这些吧...

erm...
新的一年...
祝我的朋友们...开开心心...健健康康~~
shanice...kin seng...vyncent....
+appreaciate u+

在新的一年...

不管发生什么事情...

都希望我们能一起面对...

+信任+

+知足+

+爱护+

+珍惜+

忽然

2009-12-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

忽然回忆起过去的某些事情....
心情忽然down了下来...
可能这一切也是要看缘分的吧...
而且也了解自己不是一个很friendly的人...
所以..那一切的过去..
当缅怀的时候...想想开心的事情就好了...
at least...曾经也有过开心的日子...
只是...不开心的...就让它成为过去....
好好珍惜现在..
我也有着很多别人没有的...
那样也已经很幸福了...

今天...要开心哦~
总是要加油哦~

+黑+白+灰+

2009-12-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

这一种感觉又到来了...
我不知道这个世界的黑白与对错...
又来到了一个叫做灰色地带的地方也就是对错的交叉点...

究竟怎样才算是对的事情...
就算让你对完...可是却输了其他东西...
那是值得的吗？我不知道...

有些时候...道理上来说是对了..
可是...却总是当自己是错的...
因为别人要当你是错的...
可是有些时候...我为了我的对争取也是一个错误吗??
我不知道...可是....
我也blur了....
我不想去分什么是对..什么是错了...
就让一切不开心的存在于灰色地带吧....

霹雳洞

2009-11-29T17:50:00.001+08:00

好像有那么一段时间..没有和爸爸妈妈坐下一起吃早餐了...
想起以前星期日早上...一起爬山..过后一起吃早餐的日子...
好悠闲..好健康...也开心一下..
现在日子繁忙..回到家...每个星期日都睡到迟迟...
没有什么和他们出去了...
今天主要的目的地是要去霹雳洞...
我们的早餐..去了万里望的冰森...
那边的东西称不上好吃....可是也可以吃下啦...
还没去吃早餐先..看中了一双鞋..
那对鞋子看起来斯斯文文的...可惜...不好穿...
也算了..期待下次逛街可以买到双鞋...

好啦..吃完早餐过后...我们就前往了霹雳洞..
是为了拜祭我死去的叔叔...
我的叔叔...我连今天是他的什么日子也不懂..
在我还没出世的时候..他已不在这个世界上了...
我个人不是很喜欢拜祭这么一回事...
不是没有孝心...只是...很不喜欢烟味...
如果拜祭不需要元宝蜡烛..那样或许也没有那么抗拒的...
拜完后..逗留了在霹雳洞...
我们去爬霹雳洞哦...那是一件很累人的事情...
可能是我太久没有做过运动了...所以真的很累...
当我下到来的时候...不知道是怎么了..整个人都在震...
只是站着都在震...
基于江沙路有很多花瓶店...++上爸妈要买花瓶...
爸妈去买花瓶..理所当然的..我也要跟着去啊....
本来想和他们一起选的..可是实在是太太太累了...
我走回去车休息了...身体真的变到那么弱吗...
我不要~而且我讨厌弱弱的自己...

买了花瓶后...就去了怡保打包午餐...
lol...之后也到了TF买我爱喝的milk...
可是我最爱的吃的nestle honey cornflake...
竟然没有哦~！！！haizx...desperate for it arhzx...
whr can buy it ??
Finally~!我去了剪头发....
说要去剪很久了...本想换发型的..
可是理发师说...你想留长就没有什么发型可以换...
walaueh..可怜的咯...难道留长了...就有 ??
通常咩是layer...水母...还有其他的吗？
或许有的...只是我不敢尝试??
可是为了剪我的头发...几乎等了一个小时...
是可怜的咯..

之后回到家..pyee过不久也来了...
很快的..数个小时过去了...
也就是现在...
心情在摇荡...
这两三天都是这样....
天在哭泣了...
我的心没有在哭泣..
只是...纳闷纳闷的...
无法整理自己的思绪...
可是却叫自己理智..好好控制心情...

+理智吧+

+开心点吧+

+珍惜+

Sick

2009-11-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

我生病了...很久没有生病了...
有时生下病是好事来的...
可是...这次病到很不合时...
而且..我讨厌这个病...
这个是我的第一次....红眼症...
眼睛真的很痛一下...红就不是很红...
可是....很肿很肿...
好好好难看哦...
为什么病到不合时...
因为我星期二病...而我星期三晚上要考mid-term了...
haizx...marketing...我会考到一个什么烂成绩出来...
不考都考了..我也不想了...现在更应该迈向其他的科目..

现在...week 6了....过多几天就week 7了...
很快的...就这样半个sem了...大家都说这个sem过到很快...
我也是这样认为....
就很快的...考了两个mid-term...
现在这个时期...又是面对assignment的时候...
怎么说呢...我想这应该会很累吧...
因为都还没开始....究竟到时的hell life会是怎样的...
++上utar这样的system...
真的很考大家的time management....不容易的哦...

这个月的第一个星期六...去了parade买了一个bag...几不错一下
finally买了一个bag...让自己开心很多下...
可是有人说...我用背包...有点点noob 和像小孩子wor...
izzit true ???lolzx...gud or bad wor ???
我不懂啦...可是有bag...真的让我很开心一下...
下个target是要买鞋....
since...我个人认为...我真的需要买鞋...
尽管很多人说...我很多鞋了.... =X

上个星期六..同样是星期六..
和我的dear去了parade看2012....
2012...这戏真的很棒...我也很喜欢...
当中的感动...更是让我差点哭了...
我真的有感受到...感受到戏中的爱....与牺牲...
没有人会肯定所谓的2012是否会世界末日...
而我在2012是否又还会存在这个世界上....
再如果....2012...你有的选择...你会想继续生存还是死掉??
我都不懂...或许2012看似很近..
可是在每一天过的日子里....也不需要太在意这个...
好好的珍惜现在就好了...
珍惜自己所拥有的...珍惜自己所爱的...

忽然记起....上个星期日....在回金宝途中...
爸爸说到...其实你和哥哥读书没什么压力的...
压力...这不是说我们考试那些压力...
而是说金钱上的压力...
我听了...反思一下...是的...真的没有什么压力....
at least...我们不需要为金钱而烦恼...
而且生活也不会过到艰苦...
或许有些时候...我真的有点身在福中却不知福吧...
今天...因为一堆散钱....我知道我错了....
想对那个人说声对不起....
而且..我会好好珍惜我所拥有的...真的....

生病这段时间...谢谢照顾我的人..
appreciate those who treat me gud...

+执子之手,与子偕老+

刚刚看宫心计....

忽然有说到这么一句话....

粉喜欢的....

执子之手,与子偕老...

我们可以吗....

今天是26日耶....

+LOVE+

Problem

2009-10-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

终于开学了...
怎么说呢...
今天是第二天...
刚刚上marketing....
那个lecturer看起来...好像挺不错的...
可是刚刚在上课的时候....
竟然有一种...
无法专心的感觉...
很努力的集中精神去听她说什么...
可是....总会忽然blank mind...
什么都不想听...不想想...
不过...有听的时候..
发觉是粉难的....>,<
想回昨天上writing for business...
我才想起...原来...我也是很不专心的在上课...
是还没习惯吗...
从回来金宝到现在...
心情总是忽上忽下的...
很飘忽不定的...
但愿...可以快点定下心情来吧....

Lately

2009-10-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

最近有个习惯回来了....就是爱读了~
这个读不是所谓的读书的读...
是喜欢read blog and get sumthg from forum...
很喜欢读别人的blog...可是自己却懒惰update blog...
paiseh la...真的很懒啦...身边的朋友也没有什么人update..（~也没有几个写blog的~）
想读都没有啊...闲着闲着...所以又blogging了...

今天星期三了...上个星期那个blog说到假期很闷..
我的假期就在过后开始变到好些了~
而做的事情也做了...还有一样~明天就会做了...
期待-ing哦~
究竟过去的一个星期里面..我做了些什么呢...

上个星期三...
去了唱k~虽然只是那短短的两个小时++~
可是...那真的是很好的一刻...
之后shopping看中了两个bag还有几双鞋...
最后还是忍着忍着~因为~我要寻找更好的~！
这一天..知道了某些事情...
我在等待...等明年三月的到来~！！！

星期四晚上...
yea...去了超久没有去过的SPPK pasar malam...
是和哥哥还有mummy去的~
虽然他们都很快的这样走过那些摊位..
可是最主要的吃~at least 有吃到我想吃的嘛...
载了mummy去ICC club找daddy后....
之后本来想和哥哥去看套戏的..
结果时间都合不来...没有看到...失望哦...
之后回家途上...不知道为什么...头好痛...是剧痛的~
回到家就想睡了的...睡前在讲着电话的时候...
有个惊人的消息...让我弹了起来...成绩出了...
god...我一点心理准备都没有...怎么可以说出就出的~
开着的时候还很紧张...手都在震...
还好...成绩是在我满意的程度..
而且也有粉开心的感觉哦~
至于某些朋友...成绩不是很理想的~
下个sem大家一起努力吧~
我相信..我们一定可以得到我们所想要的..
要加油哦~！

星期五
其实也没有什么特别..
就是去了shopping罢了咯~
本来也是打算去看戏的~
结果芬表姐带了孩子来....
所以最后也没有看到...
结果就去了shopping...
我和珊表姐一起走...
wow...她看衣服的速度和眼光都是一流的~
是强的咯....
她是有收获的...而我0收获again...
只怪我和她的style不大一样吧...

星期六
做了超久没有做的事情...不过是超爽的咯~
和朋友去了打badminton...
有谁leh....cheng, w.ying, z.kee, ah tu, h.wai, w.loon, y.kang and g.lun...
erm..算起来...真常有交流的只有cheng...
其他人...就谈了一两句这样罢了~
不过...真的很sweat哦~享受那种流汗的感觉~
yea~那真的很爽的~所以...朋友..
以后还是要叫我去打羽球哦...
回到家...上了一下网这样...
haha...有一样超想做的事情...
终于做到了~！！！那就是去看戏...
终于可以去看戏了...
和哥哥去了Jusco看了surrogate~~
很不错下的一套戏...
带出来的意义..也很不错~
值得一看....
PS : Sp3cial thanks to sau yan aka zut zut~~hehe..thanks ya...always help me buy ticket~ but..paiseh also...cuz seem like always disturb u work~hehe..muazxx...
回到家不久...又和家人去了怡保吃饭...
wow...这天...真的很累...在客厅睡着了~
不过..真的睡到很爽~实在是太爱我家的沙发了~

星期日
在家无聊了一整天..
不过~今天当了哥哥的司机~
他回了kl~可是本来是搭火车的...
可是那趟火车cancel了哦~可怜..
所以就就去了火车站载他去medan gopeng~
the feel being a driver~erm..for me..now i need the chance to drive..
so..it is consider ok for me...
i need the freedom...juz wait ba...*awaiting*

星期二
又是美好的一天~
去了唱k~还有吃sushi~
当然少不了逛街啦~
想着要买什么礼物给yee yee的~
结果什么都没有买到~
oppzx...真的没有头绪要买什么给我生日的朋友哦~
回去前...遇到zut zut~
不懂为什么....喜欢这种偶遇~
晚上就去了pm...遇到了些的朋友...
他们有double v, fish and bao suk~
bao suk~也真的很久没有看到他了..
谈了下下就走了哦~
这一天...是开心的一天~
因为有某人的陪伴~呵呵~^^

星期三
也就是今天...
又出去了~wawa....
还好出门的时候..mummy不在家...
不然就一定会被念了~呵呵
erm...今天是六人行哦~
thin thin, shanice, eunice, feng, vinccy and me~
很久很久没有和shanice and vinccy出去了...
很喜欢和她们一起吱吱喳喳的...
说些有的没的~
我们今天去了sushi..在parade逛了下...就去了secret recepi买蛋糕给shanice..
因为我最亲爱的朋友...shanice...明天就要生日了...
在此祝她生日快乐~要一直都快乐~
还有要一直都美美的哦~学业要保持一定的水准哦~哈哈~
and wish all ur wishes will cum true ya~
加油加油~还有~快乐快乐~^^

期待明天的到来~
距离sem start还有大概5天这样...
我的假期就会宣告结束...
一个sem的开始..究竟又是怎样的生活呢~~
但愿我能适应到吧~

The times be with you...

It is always a perfect moment...

Thx for ur caring....

Thx for the love...

+Appreciate+

假期

2009-10-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

很快的...就已经放假一个星期多了....
也过了夜夜睡...迟迟起来的生活一个星期多了...
这一个星期多里面..日子真的闷....

怎么说呢...这一个星期里面....
我的乐趣就只是看戏上网...
刚放假的前几天还有一些节目...
可是接下来的日子..真的有够闷的~
这短短的一个星期里面...看完了三套戏...
这样的生活...感觉过到很没有意义一下...

今天算是一个星期里面粉早起床的一天--11点...
起床后...鼻子痒痒的...生病了..
可是...flu...not really consider as sick geh~
只是双眼是很想掉眼泪的咯...
天忽然下起雨来...
原来已经不知不觉的到了两点半...
时间好像已经不知不觉的过了很多...

哥哥这个星期四就回kl了...
到时会更闷吗...
剩下不到两个星期的时间....
我究竟要怎样让我的生活过到不那么沉闷...
以前假期总是可以想到很多的节目...
不知道为什么...这个假期...
什么都不想安排...等节目来找我...
恩...节目...中秋节也算是过到不错的...haha...

还有两个星期...但愿这两个星期可以唱两次k...看一次戏...
还有就是..之前说好了的...要去kl~
现在还去到吗？

昨天有个很疯狂的想法....
想去sg过圣诞..
可是...爸妈会给吗...wondering...
还有一些事情...到现在都不知道怎样开口..
是我没有勇气吗。。。
仍然觉得...需要好好的学习...怎样和他们沟通....

~boring life here~

S3r3ndipiTy

简单

Pity blog

月会圆，人会变。

脆弱的感情

[转载] 女人真正想要的是什么？

未熟的果实

心，遗失了某部分。

深夜

自尊心，好强。

是我太天真,还是世界太复杂？

苦瓜

Recharge

你选择了现实还是梦想?

IF 2012...

累了，笑吧。

重来--黄小琥

Happy new year...Welcome 2011...

Recent update

When my lazy trait......

Dedicate to my Besties

Sem Break 2 (Degree Year 1 sem 1)

Had a pleasant journey.It's not about the destination,Not about the transportation,Not about the distance and Not about the period of time. It's all about YOU ♥

Sem Break (Degree Year 1 sem 1)

Late Night...

Finals...

My Hari Raya at Kampar...

叮当--猜不透

执迷不悔

They say, I say...

聊天--郭静

思念•知足

I swear....

几多温柔葬深海 几多心血难覆再

Insomnia

Again...

Expectation vs disappointment...

Fate

Degree life ...

A corner...

how do you feel....

RandomZx....

Emulative, quarrel, noob

心乱如麻

LOW determination

晴天

WATCH

NitezZZzzz.....

NAP

The life w/o internet access

Da night...

STRESS

19岁追逐の梦想

I'm tired

While My mum is pps-ing.....

WORK

UPDATES ~~!!!

haizx...

NOOB KAHUEY...STUPID CARELESSNESS...

breaking promise

I wish...

Friday

Exam Period

Clash of The Titans

执着

Quote

成长

傻的一天

My yesterday dream

I wanna watch...

最好的结局

越光宝盒

Alice In Wonderland

going exam soon...

ways to lock ur blog post

11 of March +Random but special+

The Dateline-- 12 March

平凡中的平凡...

情歌--梁静茹

huh~

几多温柔葬深海几多心血难覆再

Problem